♡~UNREQUITED LOVE~♡

Lost?

I saw you broken, in need of a friend, I looked at you, wishing I could hold you tight in my arms... I saw the pain in your eyes... wishing... wishing I could wipe it away...

Your voice shows the pain, as it cracks in the slightest way... I saw you glance my way, and I tried to tell you it was all gonna be okay... but you turned away... only to look at her... its also sad, that I share your pain.

And as if that's not enough, I have to deal with all the pain that I feel everytime you turn away... so your pain and my pain combined I don't really know what to do about it... I feel lost in my own body...

I wish I could tell what you are thinking every time you look at me... I wish I had the guts to tell you what I think every time, I look at you. but I'm scared of the rejection... or the disgust that would come on your beautiful face.

I try to show you in so many different ways, how I actually feel about you, but, you won't see. sometimes I feel, maybe I should just go for a kiss and see what the result of it would be.

I know she can give you things I can't. I watch you pass by me, a sigh escapes my lips coz I didn't grab that opportunity to tell you. I see you hold her and wish with my entire being, that was me...

I dream of you as well. but the difference between my dreams and real life is that in my dreams you are actually mine... I guess maybe that's why I like sleeping a lot... coz you are closer to me that way...

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guys, hope you enjoyed this...