HOT AND COLD

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You look at me when I look away, I know coz I can feel your gaze burning into me...  when we held hands and when I laid my head on your lap it felt like home... and I fell more in love...  as I do now, even when you pretend i don't exist...

Just the thought of not seeing you again, gives me physical pain... you don't like it when I talk to my other friends, I don't even know why...  coz I love you, not them.

Its fine... I fake my happiness, my confidence, my smile as I walk in the building coz I can't let you see me break... coz I remember that one time you said you dont like people who cry for little things...

When you walk by, I want to hold on to you and ask you what the matter is, but I dont want to come out as desperate...

I hold on to the memories just so that I dont break when you are passing by me or looking at me...

It's like we are playing a game which none of us can win unless we hold on to each other to reach the winning point... please hold on to me, I dont wanna be left behind... I wanna win... with you holding me tighter than before...

Its so funny how we do this, when you think I'm not watching, you stare at me. And when I think you are not watching, I stare. When you think you are being discrete, you brush against me in the hallway... causing sparks to erupt in my body... and I probably do the same with you..

My love, please make up your mind soon... and I'm begging you not to let me go. Coz you're the only person I think about at night, early in the morning, in the middle of the day...  hell, I think of you every second of the day... not just every second, it also the time in-between the seconds of the day... but a question...

Do I even cross your mind even once in the day?

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