A Work in Progress: Music/Poems by Kevin Turner Jr

Going For it (ain't going back)

I ain't going back, I ain't going back nope (3x)
I keep my eyes forward, hit that stop sign then I'm going for it.
I aint going back nope
Yeah I'm going for it, only time I look in the rear view is to get over.

Look at that I'm driven around
Kids in the back seat
yeah I'm proud
What they going to be
So profound
Super smart jeez
Yeah that's sound
They're going to grow up and be better than I
God's going to bless them I ain't batten my eyes
These three will rise!
God I don't want them to see my old life anymore
Not living for you and causing them to not leave the shore
You've got plans for them so much in store
I made mistakes and I'll probably make some more
Try not to, though now that I'm sure
I'll show God's Grace , now it's time for chorus

Chorus

what am I leaving y'all really wanna know
Being mean and toxic and don't forget the porn
God's redeemed me I ain't got to worry no more
I'm going to start going for it
Livin a life of Christ deep down to my core
I'm done driving I'm letting God take the wheel
Living for Him is more than just what you feel

Chorus

Well this song started years ago, I had the tune and the chorus but I had to go through my breakdown before the rest of the words. The assistant pastor of my church has been saying "God has to break in to have a break through" and I feel this song has a lot of that. I needed to actually come to Jesus again to make sure I am not in control.