We all get a little jealous sometimes, it's when we focus too much on it when it eats us alive. (Talking)
I pull up there he is again
This feeling in my chest
My gut becomes a pit
We all use to be my friends
And now I can't even talk to them
They've taken her away
Stop
Here I go again.
You don't have the right to feel that way
Sorry I'm still in love and I guess it's the price I pay
I try to tell her how I feel but I guess it only pushes away.
This stupid monster has been eating me alive
Struggling hard with this strife
When I lost her it felt like a knife
Doesn't help I already feel like a failure
Now I need to let 'em go?
God I want this to be taken away
I'm tired of feeling this way
Who do I have to pay
Wait
Jesus paid
No more devil get out of my head.
God has a plan
Not exactly sure what
But I'll find out even though it's tough.
Thank you for letting this feeling lift
And please help me when I start to drift.
Stupid jealousy
I want to be honest, I struggled with weather or not to post this one because of the future. I wrote this at the beginning of 2023 when I was going through this pain and God has healed me and I'm trying to figure out what God wants next. I actually recently added the last part because I just felt lead to. It was still an emotion I had to deal with so I know that is why it's on here.
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A Work in Progress: Music/Poems by Kevin Turner Jr
PoetryAll the songs and poems written in this book was written by myself Kevin MonkMas Turner and a few of my friends.
