Heroes and Villains -Tomboo-

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Tubbo POV

Me, Alex and Purpled were currently walking to the place Bill wanted to meet us at. I saw his booth and started walking towards it. As I was getting closer I could see Bill handing a bag to someone. He saw me and smiled.

He took off his gloves and walked towards me. "Hey Tubbo."

"Hey Bill. You look different." I noticed his hair was much shorter than when I last saw him.

"Yeah. I decided to cut it. The mullet was getting old." He said.

He looked behind me and frowned. "Let's talk in a less crowded area." He suggested.

I just nodded and followed him. He led me into a small cafe and we then sat down at a table for two.

"So?" I questioned.

"I'm just going to get straight to the point." He sighed.

He took my hand and looked at me.

"I like you Tubbo. I've liked you since the day we went to the party together. I meant everything I said when they asked me how I felt about you. You're sweet, caring, kind, handsome and so much more. When I saw you kissing that other guy, it broke me. We actually talked a while ago. He told me about you two dating a few years ago and how he just wanted to move on. He told me that you like me and that he thinks that we would be a good couple. I just hope that's true." He confessed.

I just stared at him. I didn't know what to say. I could see the confidence in his eyes. Yes, it's true, I did like him. But not anymore. Why am I not rejecting him? Why is my mouth opening? I don't like him anymore.

"I-" I stopped myself from saying anything stupid.

I guess that was good enough for Bill because he then smiled and leaned toward me.

What is he doing? From the corner of my eye I could see Purpled staring at us. He looked upset.

I then looked at the face in front of me. Is he about to kiss me? Why is everything so slow? Why am I acting like this?

I quickly stood up before he got any closer. He looked at me confused and was about to speak before I left the cafe.

I ran past Purpled and saw Alex. I ran towards him and grabbed his arm. I pulled him into an alleyway and I just started crying.

Why am I crying?

Alex hugged me and started whispering things to me. It always used to calm me down.

My breath started going at a fast pace and tears were constantly running down my face. My body was shaking and I couldn't even speak.

"Breath Toby. Breath. No one but me is here," He whispered into my ear.

My breath slowly started to go at a normal pace. I let out a breath and looked at Alex who was in front of me.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yeah. Sorry- I don't know why that happened." I apologized.

"It's fine. It's been a while since you last had a panic attack like that."

"Reminds me of how horrible it felt." I sighed.

"What did that guy tell you to make you do that?" He questioned.

"It's stupid. He was telling me how much he liked me and he said that he and Purpled were talking about me." I explained.

"Do you like him?" Alex asked.

"I used to." I muttered.

Alex sighed and placed his hand on my shoulder. "You still like Purpled?"

I looked at the ground and nodded slowly. Alex chuckled.