You have a friend named Hwang Yeji, you guys were childhood friends. You guys spent a lot of time together and never been separated from each other. It started from a little conversation and then it developed from a long conversation until you guys became friends.
Your parents and her parents also became friends. You guys had join a family picnic together and this leads to some people thought you and Yeji will end up together in a near future. Now you guys are highschool and you can see Yeji as a woman which made you fall for her but you decided to shrugged it off.
Knowing her for so long made you feel like you were the only guy who understands her more than anyone. It feels like you were connected to her soul for you know if she's sad or happy, mad and even...... In love.
Knowing her that long also made you feel miserable for you can see that she was in love with somebody else. The thought of you knowing her weakness and strength and secrets made you feel happy and sad.
Now you can see that the source of her happiness were not you but the other guy made you jealous and mad but you hide it from smiling at her face and cheering her on.
What made you feel much more miserable was her boyfriend Kian asked for your help about the gifts that Yeji might like. Being the kindest and idiotic man, you helped him picking the gift that you were preparing for her in the near future.
He thanked you and it felt like you were torturing yourself more. Overflowing jealousy and anger plus the frustration combined and it made you feel like you want to puke and break yourself.
You waited until you are alone, you went somewhere where there's no people, you screamed your heart out and punch all the things you see even kicking anything on the ground.
Bruised knuckles, face, foot, and dry throat were you got from letting it all out. Your back slid down against the wall as you fell on your butt. Bleeding fist and forehead made you think about the torture you have been doing to yourself.
You look at the sky and thought of everything else. Unlucky grades, people who were teasing you for some things and people expecting something from you that will never happen plus the love you had for Yeji whom already in love with someone else plus the things your doing for them supporting their relationship even you are breaking apart.
"I want to forget all of these, I want to forget this feelings of mine, I don't want to stay by her side anymore for I know he will always be there for her. Taking the position I was protecting.... She doesn't need anymore.... Yeah.... She doesn't need me anymore. Time to forget all of it" you laughed and looked down as your tears fall
Just like that, you went home. Your parents were surprised to see you full of bruise and wounds. They were concerned but you said that you fell from the stairs on your way home and went up to your room.
Your mom treated your wounds and she notices something wrong with your eyes. They were puffy and red, she knew you cried and decided to ask you.
"What's wrong y/n?" Your mom asked
"It's nothing mom" you said groggy
"Tell me son.... I'm all ears" your mom said
You cannot help but to cry and she hugged you. You decided to tell your problems to your mom and she comforted you. Your dad were on the door listening and he felt so sorry about you and he started to think of something.
Your dad decided to move you to the other school so that you can not think of Yeji anymore. Days passed as you went to school, full of bondage on your knuckles and band aid on forehead. Yeji who were sitting on her seat and she felt a very familiar presence that she always knew, she saw you coming towards the classroom you guys were in.
