Thankful

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Jessica's pov:
The three men started dragging me down the hallway. I could still feel the sharp knife on my back. In what situation did I get myself this time? Maybe I had to stay home this time. Why couldn't I listen to my managers? What if this is my last night ever? What if I die without fixing all of these mistakes I did in the past? What will happen to Krystal as well? Who will take care of her?
-Unlock the door! - the elder said to the blonde.
We were standing in front of a purple marble door, on which I could see V.I.P. written with gold letters. The blond men put his card on the little scanner next to the door and then unlocked it.
-C'mon sweetheart, go in! - he said.
-No, please!I.. - I couldn't finish my sentence because the elder put his hand on my mouth and started pushing me into the room.
- I told you to close this mouth of yours, didn't I? - he said with his husky voice.
The room was dark and dirty. I could see old,used syringes and bottles of different types of alcohols. I guess they used this room a lot. On the left of the room, I saw a shelf with new pairs of syringes and mini bottles with unknown for me contents. It wasn't hard to think of the idea for this to be drugs. But the main view scared me. There was a big, round bed, with black and red blankets on. On the wall, I could see handcuffs hanging, waiting for me. I couldn't feel my legs.Was I about to get r@p3d?!
Tears started falling down my cheeks when I heard the mens' laugh.
- Don't cry, dear. If your boyfriend is loyal enough, he will find you. Loyalty test! - he said.
I couldn't control my tears. What was I supposed to do?
- Please, please don't...
- We won't do anything bad, don't worry. Why don't we give her the thing, so she can become calmer? - the elder said while trying to unbutton my shirt. I moved away.
- Just stay still. It would be better for you - the third guy came with a syringe in his hand. I started screaming.
-PLEASE, SOMEBODY HELP, PLEASE - the blonde put his hand on my mouth. I was kicking, hitting, but the syringe was already put into me. I started to loose my mind control. My eyes started shutting.

I woke up feeling extremely dizzy. The pain in my headache was killing me. I slowly started opening my eyes. But did I really want to - to see myself probably naked and all the men around me? My body was hurting. Every inch of me felt like it was about to destroy. I could feel a tear falling down my cheek. I managed to open my eyes, but the view made me doubt myself if I'm still dreaming.
I was in another room. Bigger and cleaner. The room had two main colors as a theme - navy blue and white.
On the left, there was a giant window with a sea view. Oh, that beautiful sea, I thought that I won't be able to see it again! It was still night, but the room wasn't dark because the light from the street lamps was coming in. In front of me I could see a small, modern fireplace and a TV on it. On the walls, there were many drawings of the sea, matching the theme of the room. I was covered with blanket. I felt something touching my arm. When I turned my look on the right, I was even more shocked - next to me was standing nobody but Kim Taeyeon!

She was cleaning my arm with some liquid with a strong smell. I looked to my arms and saw many bruises. No matter why my body hurts so much. She was cleaning it with such a calm but at the same time worried expression. Her dark brown eyes were shining in the dark. Her hair was again falling into her face, like the time when she pulled me to the wall. Yeah, that time...? She was wearing a baby blue shirt, with sleeves rolled up.
- You should buy yourself hair clips, Kim Midget. - I managed to say somehow.
- Don't waist your energy in this, Lopez. - she replied with a straight face.
-YA...ouch - my head started hurting even more.
She looked me into the eyes and then putted the cotton she used to wipe my hand, down.
- I told you to be careful - she ironically said.
- Did..did they?
- No, I came on time, don't worry.
Came on time?
- Yes, Yuri called me and told me everything. Why did you the fuck up broke my rule and took trainees from my team? - her tone suddenly changed to angrier one.
- They had the rights to refuse..
- We all know that they woudn't. Jessica, we are young. I don't give them going to the club not only because of the high chance to me eliminated from the team, but because of the many pedophiles they could get near them. As an ,,idol" couldn't you think more about the reputation of a career? I'm sure that you know how to save yours, but what about theirs? They want to become successful swimmers, as much as you wanted to become what you are now! And you really tried to take that chance from them?
- It wasn't on purpose..I wanted to be friendly..
- You call that friendly?! - screamed.
Then suddenly Benjamin, Hyo and Yuri entered the room.
- Taeyeon unnie, I told you not to scold her from the begging. - Yuri said.
Benjamin came closer to me, including the other two girls.
- SICA, OH MY GOD, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LISTENING TO MY PRAYERS! - he screamed.
I couldn't help it but to let a little giggle.
-Yah, party girl, couldn't you stay even further from us? - Hyo gave a joke - how can you be so stupid to go to the bar alone?
- Where are we? - I asked.
- My apartment- Yuri answered.
- Thank you for saving me, Yuri-shi! I really don't know how to thank you..
- It was Taeyeon who saved you - she said.
My eyes started looking for the midget but I couldn't find her. Did she leave already? Without caring to see how I feel or if I need anything? Yea, so thankful. I could see her medical box next to me.
- Oh, did Taeyeon leave? - Benjamin asked when he also saw her missing.
- I guess so, I think that she will miss the bus or something. - Yuri answered.
- Couldn't she just call...- Hyo started her sentence but got interrupted from Yuri - No, she couldn't.
They both were acting strange again. Like earlier in the school. Were they hiding something? Like Taeyeon's secret. And talking about Taeyeon, how did she save me? Wasn't she about to have a conversation with her parents because of her behavior. And even if she didn't, how can probably a 17 years old girl get rid of 3 old men?
- Yuri-shi, did Taeyeon came alone?
- Of course no, she came with some of her father's bodyguards.
- But how did the main bodyguard in front of the entering door let her go in anyway?
- You're not the only one with ways, Sica-ya - Hyo winked.
Yuri gave her a small slap. What did she mean? I guess her parents aren't so down if talking about status.
- Jessica unnie, you can stay here tonight. I don't mind. Tomorrow my driver can drive us both to school.
- But what about my uniform? And my backpack..wait I don't have a backpack.
We all laughed.
- About the uniform, you look like you will fit mine. I don't have only one after all. About the things..
- I will give her some of mine. - Hyoyeon said.
I smiled at her and then looked to my manager.
-Can you two leave us for a moment? - he asked the girls and they bowed to him and left the room.
- Can I stay?
- Jessica what are we going to do now with this bruises all over your body? Taeyeon did managed to take care of them bit you can barely move as well. Your condition is bad. Do you want to stay at home?- he asked me worried.
Usually, I would agree. Me and home is like the perfect combination. But I promised myself in that room, that if I managed to get alive, then I will start living differently. We never know when we will die, obviously. So I had to get a real live.
- No, I'm fine. I will do it. I don't want to miss my first day. By the way...in which class am I?
- Class B
- Oh, okay. Thank you very much again! I promise you that I will try to change things.
- This promise should be for yourself not for me. - he smiled to me.
- I will get going. If you need anything call me. Your phone is on the night desk next to you. Get some rest! - he said with a gently tone.
I could feel myself falling asleep again. I was just too shocked and thankful at the same time. Thankful to God, thankful to myself and thankful to...Taeyeon? Yes, even thankful to her. From this day, I knew that this was some sort of a warning from the universe that I should get myself in hands.

Jessica you can do it!

Author : Hello my quiet readers! I would appreciate if you start leaving comments under the parts you read because I don't know if I have to change anything in the story or not. It also gives me some sort of self-esteem. :)
I'm sorry for upgrading after 3 months but I kind of lost motivation. But now I got it back so I hope you will still read this!
Xoxo, The Author

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