the church virgin| l.mh x h.js

prologue

"jisung, you're going and that's final."

"mom, i don't want to go to a fucking church!"

his mother sighed, rubbing her temples. "darling, it's one hour. there's nice boys that you can talk to there."

"they're going to kill me if they find out i'm gay, mom."

"they won't find out. just don't make it obvious like you normally do whenever we go out in public."

jisung's face flushed. "it was one time!" his mother raised his eyebrows in a disapproving manner.

"you blew the poor guy behind the register! while he was working, jisung!"

jisung shrugged, as his mom checked the time. "get your ass in the car. let's go." he groaned, being dragged by his mom out to the car.

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as she parked the car, jisung huffed. "okay. no swearing, stay off your phone, stay quiet."

"yeah, yeah."

they got out of the car, entering the church and jisung glanced around at the stained glass paintings of people he didn't know.

there were many people since it was a sunday, and where they were, they had to wait to be seated.

"is this a fucking restaurant?" jisung mumbled to himself and felt a smack to his arm. a boy came up to them, bowing and jisung felt time completely stop when they made eye contact.

he was beautiful.

minho eyed the blonde boy, and blinked quickly before bringing them to open benches. he gave a small nod before quickly going to the back.

he clutched his chest and shook his head quickly.

jisung's mom smirked subtly, nudging jisung. "think he's cute?" he nodded, still staring to where minho went through to go to the back.

"that's minho. i went to high-school with his parents. he's a good kid, parents are homophobic as fuck."

she covered her mouth, chuckling quietly. "you know, he's only a year older than you. something i see when i come here is that he leaves around 11 for a walk outside."

she showed jisung the time on her phone and it was 11:03. "go get him." he smiled at him and jisung quietly got up to not disturb the service, leaving through the side door.

he walked around to find him and saw him sitting in front of the flower garden. he had a small flower in his hand and was twirling it.

"hey."

minho jumped, glancing to see jisung. "hi." the younger sat next to him and picked up a flower of his own.

"i'm jisung. you're minho, right?"

minho nodded, eyeing the flower that jisung held before turning his gaze back to his own. "that's a pretty flower."

jisung looked at the purple flower he held. "look here." minho turned his head so he faced jisung, noticing the hand coming close to his face.

jisung put his flower on his ear and smiled at him. "pretty flower." minho felt the blush on his cheeks, turning away from jisung.

"are you into guys?"

minho's eyes widened and he kept his gaze on the flowers. "i'll take it as a yes. i am." jisung shrugged, and minho tilted his head.

"how can you be so confident in saying it? your parents don't care?"

jisung shook his head. "i just accepted it. i'm happy. my parents are happy if i am." the latter picked at the grass, pursing his lips.

"mine don't know. i could never tell them. they'd try to force it out of me."

the two kept silence and minho rather enjoyed the younger's presence. he was nice, respectful and kept quiet.

"have you ever had sex?"

minho shook his head. "mom says no sex before marriage. especially no sexual activities."

"you ever done it to yourself?"

another shake of the head. "no. too scared." jisung hummed, glancing at minho's fingers.

"i'm known as the 'hoe' of the school, if you will. i sleep around. but i tell people its strictly for the sex."

"so you've had sex many times?" jisung nodded and minho sighed. "what's it like? is it fun?"

"the thrill of it is. if you find the right person to do it with. i go by a slogan: blow you and show you. i blow a person or they blow me, and then fuck them."

"blow?"

jisung's mouth dropped at how bad he wanted to take the boy's innocence, especially now. "it's when you suck a dick. you blow someone."

minho murmured a small 'oh' and flushed. "okay." jisung smirked, noticing the red ears.

"want me to blow you?"

the purple haired boy's eyes widened. "w-what?! you're so bold!" jisung smiled at him, finding him rather cute.

"that wasn't a no. or i could show you anything you'd like in the world of pleasure."

minho eyed him. he wanted to know more, since he heard about how good it feels and how fun it is all the time.

but he's also heard about the pain that comes with it.

"you can ask me anything you want. i'll answer. want to go somewhere more private?"

minho nodded and the latter stood up, holding out his hand. minho grasped the hand and jisung pulled him up, not releasing the grip.

he pulled out his phone, and texted his mom if he could drive the car back to his house. after getting the okay, and that she had a ride, they got in the car.

"so, talk to me. what do you want to know?"

as they drove, minho had so many questions he wanted to ask. "um, i- i have a couple questions."

"go for it."

minho bit his lip. "what is it like to-" his face flushed. "to be fingered?"

jisung chuckled, patting the older's thigh and leaving his hand there. "it's uncomfortable at first, but then is very pleasurable. i can show you, if you'd like."

"could you?"