HOME [TAMBER]

CHAPTER 9

They went to the traditional market on chilly
Saturday after Amber picked Tara up from her
office. Amber was mostly standing and eating street snack and held the plastic bag whilst Tara choose and make a bid for the things she needed.

Amber recalled the last time she came to traditional market. It was really long time ago. Probably when she was still in med school.

"I think we already have the necessity
ingredients." Tara said as she paid the groceries.

Amber masticated the Toppoki as she waft through her mouth because it was really hot.

"Hey, hey, you'll burn your mouth with that."
She frowned disapprovingly.

"This is really good. You wanna try?" Lisa blew
the Toppoki. Tara shook her head.

"Lets go home, Amber." She carried some of the
plastic bag then they walk towards the parking lot.

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"ReeRee, can we nap before we start cooking?" Amber yawned while putting their groceries in the fridge.

"We?"

"Woaaabb?" She yawned again.

"You want to nap with me? You said we." Tara
smirked at her.

Teasing each other like this was totally fun for the both of them. Maybe response from the others kept them entertained even though inside of their heart, the joke or the tease made their heart beating a little bit faster than normal.

"No!" Amber caught off guard, her cheeks began
change color into shade of pink. "I mean I want
to take a nap, by myself, in my bedroom, on my
own bed." She stammered then turned her head to the fridge focusing on what she was doing, ignoring Tara who was laughing. She was happy making Amber stuttered.

"Wake me up if I sleep too long. Don't start
cooking without me" The tall girl walked out the
kitchen with her back faced Tara. Amber laid on her back on the bed, covering her face with the pillow. She breathed in and out for a couple times before her erratic heart became slower.

"You're messing with my head, Tara. What are
you? What the hell are you doing?" She sighed
loudly.

"Why are you doing this?" She can felt it. The
walls she built were slowly melted down. She shook her head vigorously.

"Keep yourself together, Amber! She's just a
stranger who happens to live with you. She's not
worth it. She's not worth for another pain. She's
just being polite. Yeah, polite." She murmured
the same mantra over and over. She grabbed her bolster and closed her eyes. Finally she did the best she usually do; shut down the problem and ignore it for as long as it possible.

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Amber woke up abruptly when she heard the knock at the door making her head throbbing. Tara's  head partly appeared through the slightly open door.

"You awake?"

"Yeah," she answered with hoarse voice. "I'll take the shower first then join you"

"It's okay if you still want to sleep" Tara said
softly.

"No I'm fine." She slowly got off the bed dragged
her feet towards the bathroom.

When she finished her shower, Amber took her phone on her drawer and put it in her pocket. She entered the kitchen with delicious smoke greeted her. Tara, with her high ponytail and pink apron was busy slicing the meat

"What can I do to help?"

"Hey, uh... actually you can cut the fruit. We'll
make salad for the dessert"