Is This Regret? (Honkai impact x Male reader)

C-3: "So It Starts Now"

Y/N POV

"Day 4 in this orphanage
Dear Diary

thats what i say first right? anyways today was just another day i got closer to Seele and the black haired one who for some reason i cant remember the name of so i keep calling her gisei-san. cocolia m## has been nice to me, and recently i discovered that death can only be seen by me how crazy is that. Though waiting for bronya is taking quite a while it might take year's for me to even meet her at all. though i do have some more good news I also have some more bad news, for example i have mastered cooking eggs to have a soft but not to soft texture with great tastes, death has been an excellent guide in this world though i will probably have to leave it in the future, sadly no sign of where the x-10 experiment will take
if only my memories were blurry at the worst of times... The final thing i discovered was that death can no longer speak because i had to keep my memory from the previous life. he said i can get his ability to speak back for the memory of my past life which is a horrible offer

That's it for now i guess hopefully i can alter fate"

I wrote down in my diary and rested my head on my pillow, it is surprisingly soft. Apparently, I am roommates with Gisei-san which isn't too bad, after all, she's one of the only ones I know aside from Seele... And I guess Sin, Roza, and Lily.

That aside I turned to my left to see Death sleeping on the desk. It's so odd to think the thing that sent me here would be so... Small.

I soon closed my eyes and went into a deep slumber.

For once I've fallen into a plane of snow with the winds blowing hard pushing the leaves and branches of the trees nearby. Snow flying by at high speeds.

There was a group of five people in a nearby cave with a campfire. Two of them were enjoying marshmallows while two of them were sleeping. One is barely awake while she keeps drinking Coffee.

???1(Coffe): "God, why do those two lovebirds get to enjoy the sweet embrace of sleep,"

She said with clear frustration in her voice as a man chuckled and gave her a pat on the shoulder.

???2(marshmallow1): "C'mon don't be so down, besides they get the next night's watch so we get to relax all we want,"

The other girl soon chimed into the conversation with a smug look on her face.

???3: "Well, at least I got some pictures of those two... They're going to be so flustered,"

I simply stood still and enjoyed listening to their conversation until one conversation hooked my focus to the max.

???3: "Do you guys think that &#$%*@ will be able to use the prototype?"

She said as they looked at the sleeping couple cuddling for warmth as I tried to think of what this prototype is.

???2: "She probably can... I still feel bad for her needing to go through all those experiments..."

???1: "*yawn* but it was helpful for us since we manage to get information on other sites where they run experiments, back to the topic. Let me remind you that *yawn* the Prototype is literal liquid Honkai energy of course she can use it as she will... I need more coffee"

???3: "Yeah but I'm talking about the side effects, she did require a high amount of energy to even manipulate a little bit of that liquid, OI HIRO STOP LOOKING OUTSIDE YOUR MARSHMALLOW IS BURNING,"

The person that I can now identify as Hiro just looked back at his marshmallow and tried to put it out leaving behind a crispy marshmallow.

Hiro: "Right, sorry... I was just thinking of-"