𝙀𝙉 𝙂𝘼𝙍𝘿𝙀 | ʰᵃᵒᵇⁱⁿ ᵃᵘ

04

zhang hao POV-

i felt bad.

but i shouldnt right?if hanbin attempting to comfort me meant him trapping me on the staircase when im holding back tears then i had a right to push him away.

but i still felt bad,i felt a sense of guilt even,he was trying,and i just pushed him away,i  ran into the bathrooms and cried for a bit after it happened,and then i washed my face again before going to sleep.washing my face didnt help much tho,i thought maybe the cold water would help depuff my face but i ended up going to practice with slightly swollen red eyes,and a migrane.

i wasnt sure how to act with hanbin anymore,i mean i still hated him,and yeah,ill admit i am jealous of him,so i wasnt willing to the idea of becoming friends,or anything more than friends with him.we could stay as enemies,it would be peaceful for me,but it gets harder and harder every day with a guy like him.why did he have to be so perfect?it hurts being mean to him.

third person POV-

Zhang hao sighed as he picked up his bottle of zero cola, it was awkward.He kept feeling hanbin staring at him,and felt like he was being watched in the practice room.The cameras were on aswell,so zhang hao couldnt completely avoid him and act depressed,it would worry fans.

The day went quickly,as zhang hao continued to improve on things he had lacked with the guidance of gunwook,he felt alot better by the night.As he was getting ready to lay out his bed to lay down for a bit,keita came running into his room,"hyung,come,were playing games in the room next door."he exclaimed,the look of excitement sprawled across his cute face.Zhang hao sighed and let the younger boy drag him into the room.

all the boys were sat in a circle,playing games like keita had mentioned,yujin saw them both and made space for the two,as he sat down he made eye contact with hanbin,he internally groaned,why did he always have to be in the same place as him?

Hanbin was wearing an oversized black hoodie,with coherently coloured sweatpants,his hoodie sleeves were pulled up to his elbow,and he ran his long veiny fingers through his silky brown hair.Zhang hao was envious of how perfectly perfect hanbin looked,even without putting in any effort,it angered him in a way.

Gyuvin sighed,"this game is getting boring,lets play something else,"he whined, dramatically falling onto yujins lap.

"i agree,what should we play?"jeonghyeon asked,to which there wasn't a reply since no one really knew what else they could play,until gunwook slowly smiled,"hmm, let's play...spin the bottle!"he chirped excitedly.The other boys laughed and agreed,zhang hao hated the idea,such a childish game,on the other hand,hanbin loved it,he bit his lip,smiling, and watched as the plastic bottle spun three times on the floor,until it landed on somoene,landed on him.

for fucks sake,zhang hao thought to himself.but then he calmed himself down,there were 10 boys inside the circle,so a one out of ten chance of it being him was pretty low right?

wrong.

zhang hao watched that stupid bottle spin,four times,it came to a slow stop,and pointed directly at the younger boy.Inside he was praying that it would just land on keita or taerae who sat next to him,but of course,it had to land straight on him,this was his worst nightmare,he felt his heart beat going at an absurdly high rate as everyone's eyes pointed in his direction.

The boys laughed looking at his dramatic expression,hanbin smirked,"ill do it,but you all have to close your eyes,okay?"

The other boys groaned in response but agreed anyways,i mean who in that room didnt want the two centers together?

zhang hao didnt.

the younger boys expression had gone dark,he felt his palms starting to sweat when he heard what hanbin said,why did he want no one looking?what was he going to do?,all these questions hammered inside his head,even as hanbin approached him,before he knew it,the older boy kneeled infront of him,his hood was up and he looked painfully hot.

Zhang hao had tried to act nonchalant but as soon as hanbin made eye contact with him,he turned into that submissive puppy persona he hated so much,his eyes had gone big,and it was obvious that he was flustered,he couldnt hide it.

Everyone closed their eyes,you could hear the other boys giggling in the background,as hanbin urged himself forward and closer to zhang hao,who shut his eyes tight,as he felt the older boy's scent close in on him for what felt like the hundredth time.He opened them again out of curiosity and saw hanbin,except the older boy wasnt about to kiss him on the lips,he had lowered himself down to zhang haos neck.shit.

zhang hao almost let out a whimper,but he held himself back,he wasn't going to let hanbin get to him."what are you doing",he managed to quickly mumble, quietly as well so that the other boys would hear,hanbin in return to his question, attacked the younger boys neck with his perfect lips.Hao's breathing was heavy and his eyes widened from the surprising move,he felt hanbin's lips suck and kiss his neck,he felt warm breath all over it,it formed a knot in his stomach.

The younger boy was too shocked to act on his thoughts and just let the older boy suck on his pale neck.Hanbins hands had made their way into the youngers boys hair, entangled into the strands of silky brown hair.

Hanbin finally let go,he smiled with victory,as he made eye contact with zhang hao,whos face displayed shock and anger.he had made a hickey on zhang haos neck.

he sat back down,"you can all open your eyes now",he said,looking down,biting his lips,with a smirk that screamed cockiness,

Zhang hao quickly covered his neck,there was no way he'd let anyone see the mark hanbins had just left on him.Gyuvin laughed,Zhang hao had gone pink in the face,there was no hiding his embarrassment at that point,and for the rest of the game he was quiet,plotting hanbins death,well not exactly,but it made him feel better for the moment.He would get his revenge somehow,he promised that to himself.