Zhang hao had been tensed all week,but he should be happy right?he's been winning first in almost everything,his muscles were sore and his back was aching, all the trainees knew he was a perfectionist,but this excessive practicing was worsening his health.He'd stay late and wake up early at practices,it was the finals soon right?he couldn't give up now,he wanted to prove to his fans why he truly deserved that jelly pop killing part.He was still mad at hanbin,for kissing and marking his neck,and acting like he had won victory over zhang hao.But he also still was crushing on the older boy,it felt like an impossible,internal war within himself,does he either stay as enemies and rivals with hanbin?or become a classic enemies to lovers trope,and fall into hanbins traps?
He thought back to how it felt when hanbin was choosing his wanted part for the final song mission,the older boy walking in between him and jay,sighing out of frustration and pity,zhang hao had looked down the entire time,it gave him flashbacks of tomboy,when he once again had felt like he was going to be removed from the group by hanbin.
He felt horrible,standing there,waiting like an idiot for hanbin to make his final decision,that stupid first place seat that guaranteed hanbin everything he wants from every mission,it felt like the older boy was trying to scare him,well the attempt had succeeded,because zhang haos hands were shaking,his heart was pounding and his ears had gone red again.
Except this time,it wasn't all because of the competion ahead of him,just maybe,this time,it was the pretty boy standing beside him.
Hanbin ended up not pushing hao out,and leading jay to sub vocal 6 instead,it scared the younger boy really,but fuck,why did he have to look so good no matter what he did?
And then he received the position he had been working so hard for,"killing part",but so did hanbin,he received the killing part for hot summer,it was a never ending rivalry.
And then again,at the fan meet,he watched as hanbin did a small hot summer dance encore,hao watched as he bit his lip,a habit that the younger boy had noticed long ago,before he body rolled,fuck,again,he looked so good.
The crowd cheered for him,and zhang hao watched on,he couldn't tear his eyes away from him,Hanbin must have seen the younger boys puppy eyes staring into his soul,since he walked towards hao.
Before kneeling down,a smile plastered across him face,one that screamed his good boy angel persona like no other,the younger boy was dazed,his big eyes widening more,and his ears already starting to glow with a red hue,"why do you keep staring at me?"
hanbin asks,the question surprising zhang hao,since it's one that even he himself was struggling to answer at that point,he looked up at the older boy,not knowing what to say,his mind churning with possible excuses,but nothing came to his head.
"i-i "
he started,stopping after hanbin laughed at his stutter,he internally punched himself for making himself look even more of a submissive idiot.The older boy ruffled zhang haos fluffy black hair,his whisker dimples appearing,this smile,it felt so different to what he was given by hanbin before,it wasn't a cocky smirk,or a ridiculing grin,but a warm smile,that made butterflies erupt in zhang haos stomach,his face pink,his doe eyes prettier than ever,and his emotions more confused than before.
He avoided the thought forever,he didn't want to give in,to allow hanbin to win over his heart,the older boy was an obnoxious playboy,who was probably too toxic for zhang hao anyways right?
But the younger boy fell deeper each time he saw him,for example,the other boys would play games in zhang haos room,hanbin being one of them,and each time,the korean centre would always place himself on haos bed,maybe he didn't know,but he became aware of it when zhang hao awkwardly asked him to move out the way so he could go to sleep,but instead of moving away,he moved to the side only the slightest bit,before looking back up at zhang hao with those eyes.
Zhang hao looked very cute at that very moment, he was wearing white teddy bear pyjamas,that seemed to be one size too big for him,his hair fluffy like always,and his pretty pink lips looked so kissable,to hanbin anyways,hanbin couldn't help but want to touch and hold the younger boy,not when he looked so cute and innocent.
He looked up confused,but slowly climbed into his bed anyways,he laid himself down on his side bed,pushing his back against hanbin,and facing the wall,he suddenly felt something,it was the older boys hands touching his hair,again,hanbin couldn't help it,the younger boys black hair looked so fluffy and pettable,so he slowly stroked his head,playing with small sections of strands as he did,zhang hao wasn't sure what to do in return,hanbin seemed to be enjoying the moment,he didn't want to get up and push him away like always,so instead he just let out a small groan and turned to lay on his back ,hoping that it would tell the older boy to leave him alone,but instead it did the opposite
Zhang hao felt those familiar hands stroking his face now,hanbins thumb doing circles over his face moles,before moving up to his forehead,where he felt hair being moved out his eyes,and to the side,before moving back down to his moles,and then to his lips,pink and soft,and painfully kissable,hanbin knew zhang hao wasn't asleep,since he could see the younger boys ears going red,taking advantage of the situation,hanbin groaned,as if he was tired,and laid down beside zhang hao,who still had his eyes shut.
Hanbin rested his head on his hand,his elbow kneeling against the pillow,he continued to touch an play with zhang haos face and hair,ugh god,zhang hao thought to himself,when was he going to stop?
The younger boy couldn't take it anymore,as hanbin was about to touch haos hair for the hundredth time,he opened his eyes,hanbin paused,their eyes meeting again,"what are you doing?"zhang hao asks,his face straight and emotionless,although if you were to feel his heartbeat it would say something different.
"sorry,hao,i got carried away"hanbin replied,and by this time,all the other boys had stopped playing games and were completing their night routines,which meant the two had the room all to themselves.
The position they were in, the empty room and a playboy,zhang hao's heart was bound to race.
"i told you not to call me that"
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