𝙀𝙉 𝙂𝘼𝙍𝘿𝙀 | ʰᵃᵒᵇⁱⁿ ᵃᵘ

05

tomboy team had just finished performing,they sat down, relieved but most of all nervous,it was time to see the rankings from the live performance.zhang hao had come to terms with the fact that hanbin would rank first,but it still hurt inside,it was unfair,how he had an advantage solely because he was korean.

zhang hao was still lost in his thoughts when he felt congratulations from his group members,and hugs,he looked up at the score bored,shocked,he had placed first?over hui,gunwook,and most surprisingly,sung hanbin?

it felt amazing,he felt his cheeks rise in temperature,the feeling of victory parading in his mind,but it disappeared when he saw hanbin looking at him,he had a smirk on his face,like always,but this time it angered him the most,couldnt he just be happy for him?did he have to look at him like a lost puppy who just found its owner?

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the next few days were an emotional blur for zhang hao;choosing songs,eliminations,both things ended up being filled with moments of excitement and also many tears.

he ended up ranking second,hanbin ofcourse had been first,he was so close yet so far,the score difference was massive but he had still had hope that hed be able to beat hanbin and sit down on that first place seat,but ofcourse it wouldnt happen.

However he put the anger against hanbin to the side,he was the leader of over me now,and would need to focus soley on the teams performance,but hanbin managed to take over his mind no matter how hard he tried to shut him out.The way he had bent down to kiss his neck,or the way he held his waist while attempting to comfort him,it all gave zhang hao a strange feeling,except this time it wasnt anger,instead,it was something that made his ears go red when he thought about it,an emotion that made him want to crawl underneath his duvet and hide beneath it forever,he was in stage denial,but the more he was away from the older boy,the more it occurred to him.

He had a crush on Sung hanbin.

A crush,but he didnt exactly like the older,infact he despised him,but hanbin was still painfully cool and attractive.So it was hard not to fall into his trap.

He also didnt see much of the older these days,both of them were practicing hard for their own songs,and would go to sleep at late hours.Maybe staying away from him was what made him seem so attractive,zhang hao would think to himself,he still hated him tho,right?

The day of performances came sooner than expected,when say my name performed,the younger boy couldnt help but feel his heart race.He shoudnt,and he knew that,but some things were inevitable.

Hanbin POV-

I hadnt been able to talk to zhang hao in what felt like forever,was he avoiding me?did i play around with him too much?i had no idea.but whatever it was clearly upset him,since he was distancing himself from me, occasionally id see him practicing in the hallways,but when hed look up to see me hed run away,i had no energy to catch up with him.

However there was something that upset me,how close he was with lee jeonghyeon,fine,it wasnt like me and zhang hao are a thing, we arent even freinds,but that didnt matter,i hated seeing my property being played around by another guy.

Maybe i was being too dramatic,but each time zhang hao would smile at jeonghyeon,or each time any case of skinship occured between the two,it infuriated me,something inside me would burst,and i was pissed,not at jeonghyeon exactly,but also not directly at hao,he was clueless ofcourse,but i didnt like it happening, id do something about it ofcourse,something,anything.I thought about it for a while,and i had a feeling that this was zhang haos revenge for me giving him hickeys that night,how cute.

short chapter sorry yall.but anyways please vote haobin they have to debut together(or else this story will not be continued)<3

also i have a few ideas for another more fictionally based haobin story,either,a dark romance with a stalker ish hanbin thats obsessed with hao or a classic enemies to lovers thats school based with a cocky,popular boy hanbin and a not so popular hao,im not sure which one so let me know,and if you have any other ideas for a haobin story also let me know ;)