Damn You Malfoy

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Chapter Name: •Why..•

I guess i fell asleep because I woke up at 5am in my bed and Draco's arm was around me holding me tight against him I roll around to see he was awake looking at me with his ocean blue eyes. "Good morning.." I say nuzzling my head into his shoulder "Morning Jace," he replied smiling. "C'mon you haven't eaten for 3 days so we're going down to great hall." He continues "But Draco!-" I say suddenly frowning "Don't seem to careee, come on!" He says smirking

When we got to the great hall i sat next to Draco refusing any food he tried to give me, at a Point he got upset and shoved it into my mouth. "Draco!" I said swallowing the food before I choked, honestly I would've preferred to choke but not in front of Draco. After breakfast i headed to the common room, Alone. I sat on the couch and started to read my book it's called 'Lies My Memory Told Me', someone walked in I heard them. I turn around to see who it was, Potter? What was he doing in here, how did he get in! "What are you doing here, how did you get in?" I asked him closing my book and swiftly getting up to get a full view of him "Nothing.." he said walking to me. I gulped, why was he walking towards me?

WARNING RAPE

2 hours after he left. Well not after he... raped me.

"Potter get off me!" I screamed as he continued to kiss me, "Stop moving Then Jace!!" He screamed back clenching his teeth. He picked me up and brought me to a closet starting to undress me. He grabbed something next to him and tied my hands behind my back, i couldn't do anything but try and kick. "Stop Potter Get off me!" I yelled hoping someone would hear and help me. I felt something slid into me, His dick. I screamed and cried and he finally took himself out and left.

I'm still in the closet, this time clothes on sobbing. Before he left he untied the ropes he put on my hands, i got up hoping to find draco but I could barely walk. I decided to just head to my corridor and sleep it off. I got to my room and went to take a shower to clean the potter off me. I walked out and saw Draco sitting on my bed looking at me, he smiled at me. I didn't smile back I wasn't in the mood. "Leave, I'm not in the mood." I said in a cold tone "Alright, see you tomorrow" he replied getting up and leaving

I woke up, i was to tired to move i felt so sore. I hate potter, i got up and went to the great hall sitting next to Draco who was talking to Blaise. I hear pansy coming in sitting next to us yelling "Jace Is A Whore!" I looked up at her confused as does Draco and Blaise "What The Fuck?" I said, "i heard you and potter fucking." she said "fucking? With potter?" I sneered i think that caught her off guard cause I heard her say a quiet sorry. "Did you actually fuck with potter?" Draco said now turning to me. "Is that why you told me to leave, so you could fuck with potter?!" He yelled now standing up, i stood up and looked at him scrunching up my nose "what the fuck draco! No i did not willingly fuck with potter! He tied me up in a fucking closet and raped me!" I replied on the verge of tears "I'm leaving don't expect me to talk to you." I said leaving him there. I sobbed all the way to the corridor ignoring that Draco was running after me, i ran inside my corridor unlocking it and closing it leaning against the door sobbing. Because I couldn't believe that I had let myself say that knowingly that is wasn't his fault, but he was being a dick! Potter should be expelled or stoned for all I care! I've got to punish myself for saying that to Draco though..

Minor Self Harm

Slice...that's for blurting out to Draco. Slice...that's for running from him. Slice...that's for letting potter rape me. Slice...that's for being a Pathetic Bitch.

Someone started knocking on the door shit I thought I slid the knife under my bed and covered my arms. I opened the door slightly seeing a tall blonde man tower of me "can I come in..?" He asked "O-Of Course.." i replied fully opening the door. "Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell me he raped you..?" He asked me turning around to look at me, "i thought i could just sleep it off..!" I replied looking at the ground I look up at Draco who seemed to be looking at something behind me. "What is it Draco?" I asked him tilting my head to the side "what's that under your bed Jace?" He asked me, I looked behind me seeing the knife handle sticking out. I forgot I had tried to slide the knife under the bed, I quickly walked backwards kicking it farther under the bed and then turning around to look at him. "I don't think so jace. Move." He demanded "uhhh... no!" I yelled "Jace this is serious. Move!" He yelled back "hold on. Jace show me your fucking arms!!" He screamed I started to tear up I hated when others screamed at me. He grabbed my wrists I screamed in pain "Jace stop screaming!" He bellowed, I stopped screaming but I was not stopping the tears from pouring down my face. "Your hurting me!" I yelled trying to break free of his grip, "I don't care right now Jace!" He sneered back, I began sobbing uncontrollably. Yelling for him to let go of my wrist. He suddenly brought me into a hug hugging my waist tightly. "Jace..." he said calmly. "No. You've done enough, get out!" I yelled he obeyed and walked out the door, I slammed it in his face falling to my knees. Sobbing. I crawled over to the knife but not before locking the door so Draco couldn't get in. I lifted my sleeve and started to cut again, not even looking for reasons why. "Jace...put the knife down." A voice in my head said "no keep going, your a horrible person. You know you can't kill your self, so punish yourself" another voice sneered

I started to sob again "shut up! shut up! shut up!!!!" I screamed sobbing loudly. I could feel my breathing become heavy, I think I'll try to sleep it off. I put the knife in a drawer and settled down into my bed. I couldn't sleep due to the horrible dreams..

DRUG USE

I got out of my bed, opened a different drawer and took out a bottle that read "Sleeping Pills" so I popped one in my mouth and swallowed. I slowly walked back to my bed and plopped down falling fast asleep. Before I quickly drifted off I heard a whisper voice say "Alohomora".

It was 5am I woke up just intime for class. I got up walking to my bathroom quickly taking a shower. I walked out of my bathroom to find Draco going through my drawers obviously looking for something that wasn't safe for me. "What are you looking for...how did you get in?.." I asked tilting my head to the side a bit. "Alohomora, Deal With It." He replied coldly, I grabbed my clothes and got dressed in the bathroom as Draco was so obviously pissed off. I walked out in my robes grabbing my book and heading off to class. "And where do you think your going?" He asked as soon as I reached the doorknob to leave. "Class." I simply replied and turned the doorknob and left.

I felt a cold hand grab my wrist dragging me to his corridor "Draco let me go!" I yelled "your sleeping in here tonight because I can't trust you won't try and hurt yourself! This is a demand not an option." He yelled back "yes.." I said quietly "what am I gonna wear though Draco..?" I asked "my hoodies. I honestly don't give a flying fuck what you wear from me." He replied slowly "ok.." I responded lowly as we got to his corridor I saw pansy sitting there alone. "Why is pansy alone?" I asked one of my eyebrows going up in curiosity. "I don't know! I don't know Jace. Just leave her alone and stop worrying about shit that isn't your business!" He argued "ok...sorry.." I said lowly, we got to his corridor he opened the door throwing me inside. He turned around and locked the door, he walked over to his closet throwing a pair of his boxers and one of his hoodies at me. "Put them on." He demanded I did as I was told And put them on. "Get on the goddamn bed and go to sleep, I'll get in with you in a few." He replied grabbing a pair of boxers a white t-shit and some sweatpants. "Ok.." I said quietly "oh And don't try and leave because you won't be able to. I have the key sweetheart." He suddenly said Holding the key out in his hand. "Ok." I replied looking at the ground. I got off the ground walking to his bed grabbing the comforter and pulling it over my head. "Why.." I said drifting Off.

I woke up in Draco's room with his Strong arm around me. He looked so gorgeous with his morning hair. Knowingly wouldn't have accepted My compliments. I looked at him admiring his morning hair and how his stomach was slowly rising and falling. "Quit staring Smith." He Said coldly "Why.." I asked, He didn't reply.

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