As they enter their dorm, they were met by hugs from the members and Yunjin getting a kiss from Chaewon. The other members help unpacked the groceries as the others started to cook dinner.
"So how did the shopping go? Did Eunchae and
y/n-ie behave well Yunjin?" Asked Chaewon."They did run around a lot but they aren't really noisy so it went alright. It was a relief that they didn't fight or anything." Yunjin said as she was putting the cookies in the jar.
Chaewon, turning her head to look at the younger ones, she caught them smiling at each other. Shaking her head while smiling, she said, "well that's a first time in forever."
As minutes passed by, they finished organizing and they were called for dinner that was cooked by the Japanese members. They ate and talked the whole time until they were finished.
Since Sakura and Kazuha cooked, Chaewon insisted that she will was the dishes and Yunjin volunteered to clean up the table. Meanwhile the Eunchae and Y/n, they ran off to the living room followed by Sakura and Kazuha.
Once the couple was done cleaning, they were all in the living room, doing whatever they want. Yunjin reading a book while Chaewon is laying her head on her lover's lap as she uses her phone, Sakura playing with the maknaes when she decided to join them, and Kazuha, watching her members play as she places her chin on Sakura's shoulders.
Though, Sakura noticed that somehow this day felt different, first she noticed how calm Chaewon was today since she always gets annoyed and angry every time, second, Y/n being a little less hyper than Eunchae ever since they got home from the store, and lastly, Kazuha being a little more clingy than usual towards her.
When the clock hit 10:00pm, they decided to go to sleep. They all greeted each other 'good nights' and went to their rooms. But, Sakura came out again and knocked on they youngest's door. In return, she heard a "come in!" from you as she enters your room.
"What's up unnie? Is everything okay?" You asked as you sat down on your bed. Sakura chuckles and says, "I should be the one asking you that." Making your eyebrows meet. "What do you mean? I'm perfectly fine Kkura." You smiled at her.
Sakura sighs. That wasn't your real smile that you gave her. She knows there's something wrong and you wouldn't open up.
"Y/n, I know you're not okay. Just tell me, did something happen in the grocery store?" She asked.
"What? N-no, nothing happened in there." You said as you looked away from her.
Flashback
Everything seems to be going great as you and Eunchae were grabbing snacks. "Y/n-ie, I'm going to the other side of the snacks for a bit, do you wanna come?" Eunchae asked. "No it's okay, I'm still looking for something here. I'll just meet you there." You replied. "Okay then!" Eunchae walks away as you continue to find the candy that you wanted.
As you were looking through the shelves, two girls your age came up to you and one of them quietly asked, "hey, uhm are you Y/n from Le Sserafim?"
You answered them with a smile and a nod. "Yes I am." As you did, the girls looked at each other with disgust on their faces. Your smile faded as you noticed it even though they were wearing masks."You know you should leave the group, I think they're better off with you." The girl with a sky blue shirt said.
The other girl laughed and said, "yeah not gonna lie, you're pretty but honestly, Garam was better than you and I would literally do anything to bring her back in the group instead of you being in it."
"Yeah and in total, you're just a burden to them. They're probably just faking their love for you so you wouldn't feel sad." They looked at each other and laugh while you just stand there processing and feeling heartbroken about everything they just said.
Maybe they're right. I'm just a burden who doesn't deserve to be in Le Sserafim.
You snap back out of your thoughts as one of them said, "aww look at you now, can't talk back hm? you're so weak. Can't even stand up for yourself. No wonder why you have the least number of fans in your group. Oh and maybe you should just die already, clearly the members don't need you anyway." She makes a sad face as the other girl laugh.
Suddenly, Eunchae came running back, making the girls stop and look at her.
"Hey y/n/n, look what I fou- oh who are these? Do you know them?" She looks at the girls in front of you. "N-" you get cut off as the girls speak.
Expectedly, the girls started to act so kind.
"No but we're a fan of your group and we love your songs so much!" "Yeah and we were just telling Y/n how pretty and talented she was." Both of them answered Eunchae.
"Aww that's so sweet! But sadly we have to go now, thank you so much for loving us!" Eunchae bids them goodbye as the girls wave goodbye as well.
As you were walking back to Yunjin, you were still trying to process everything they said.
Maybe they're right, the members don't care about me.. what if I just run away? Clearly no one would care. And what if they're right? Maybe I should just... die.
End of flashback
"Tsk, Just tell me. I can sense a bad thing in your mind. Come on honey, tell me." Sakura said. Tears started to run down your cheek as you begin to tell her everything. You crashed down on your unnie's arms as tell her all the things they told you and gladly, Sakura caught you.
"Oh.. baby. It's okay, unnie's here." Sakura then pulled you in a hug as she sat you down on her lap. She grabs your chin, making you look at her as she wipes your tears away.
"Unnie, what if they were right? Maybe I should just lea-"
"I dare you to finish that sentence and no candies for a whole week." She says, cutting you off and you, pouting in return.
"Y/n, how many times do we have to tell you, we love you. No matter how you act or how you look, you'll always be a part of Le Sserafim. Don't mind those other girls. They're just jealous of you because they can see how we take care of you and love you. Le Sserafim isn't Le Sserafim and will never be without our Y/n-ie. And no, we don't fake our love towards you. I love you y/n, We love you," she says, emphasizing the 'we'. "You will always be our little maknae okay? Don't let them get to you. Always remember that we're here and you can always tell me if something is bothering you. I don't want you crying yourself to sleep. We love you okay?" She finished as she looks at you in the eyes.
You nod as you hug her again, feeling safe and comfortable. You were finally be able to breathe normally again after all the crying. Thanks to Kkura.
After a few minutes of hugging, you fell asleep while hugging Sakura. She then lays you down in your bed and tucks you in, not forgetting to kiss your forehead. She exits your room and goes to her own.
Finally getting her rest as she feels happy to be there for you.
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