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Kazuha x Yunjin I

Kazuha's POV

I'm sorry I couldn't be better for you. I tried but I just can't. You deserve better. We don't deserve each other. To be honest, I gave myself up just so I could get to know you. I had a lot of problems, I had anxiety and depression but I gave it all up just to know you and be with you.

But I did it despite all those.

I'm sorry but I'm not really the person who talks to people but there was something different about you.

Like, that "jenaissante" on instagram? It was so familiar yet so unfamiliar.

But I just don't want you to wait on nothing. I'm also not hopeful, so I don't wanna see you always relying on me.

I don't like that.

Because I'm not really ready to love someone.

But I do love you. I love you Yunjin.

I hope you don't ever think that I didn't that I didn't really love you because the truth is, I bragged about having a girlfriend. I bragged about how I pulled a gorgeous and an amazing girl like you. I bragged about how I managed to call you mine.

But thank you, because of you, I learned how to love someone. I learned what are the different meanings of love.

I'm also sorry if I'm immature sometimes and sometimes I'm cowardly, sometimes I don't pay attention to what I said cause I was busy with my own thoughts.

I'm sorry but I don't think we're destined for each other. I'm not the right person for you, and you're not for me. I don't deserve you because you're too good for me.

I don't want you to depend on me.

But I love you. I love you the first time I saw you as "jenaissente".

Not gonna lie? I thought you were a lot older than me.

I'll miss those moments of you listening to my random stories and rants cause in my eyes, all the people I trust are tired of me.

I'm very talkative whenever I get happy and excited.

But God knows it's time to let go.

I love you.