Can't get over....

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Izuku POV

It was not long after Bakugo parted and went back home that I was overthrown with all kind of stuff. Not only did I all of the sudden needed to chose the wedding destination because of what happened with Hana but also needed to look after my people at the boarder. Rumors about the princess attacking me spread like wild fire and people didn't wanted me to be get married to such a family. So all in all I was just busy with everything that I didn't even get time to rest nor really felt the days pass by this quickly.

Today was my wedding day and I had zero idea about it. I knew the date of the wedding but thanks to all the stress, I was just clueless about what date we had today if not for my mother to barge into my room the very first thing in the morning together with my suit that I had to wear.

Mother: My dear, Izu... good morning!

Me: Screw off Kacchan and let me sleep more.

Now half asleep and yet kinda also still dreaming, my mother snickered as she came to my bed side and woke me up the good old ways before Kacchan came into my life. She sat right on the side and started playing with my hair till I would wake up completely.

Me: Mother...

Mother: It seems you are finally awake now.

Me: Yeah.. sorry about it.

Mother: You miss him, huh?

Me: Yes, very much soo.

Mother: I am so sorry that we are royalty. If not for this then you could have been with him forever.

Me: I know.

Mother: Now then come on and get up.

Me: Can we go to war with them instead?

It was more of a joke than a real suggestion and me and my mother knew that I loved my kingdom more than everything else and would, no, I never could do something like that at all. Honestly there was no way I would bring all the people who believed in me and my mother harm. It just went against everything I learned and believe in.

Mother: You know the answer very well.

I do.

But...

Is it really too much to ask for a way to get out of this?

Kacchan said to hope....

Screw hope!

I prayed for it and prayed for it to come true.

I hoped that some kind of god would hear me but I am just delusional.

It's time to finally see reality as it is!

There is no way of escaping this.

Me: *sigh*

Mother: I know this is not what you wished for but you can still have Katsuki at your side.

Me: But this would be too cruel for him. Think about it! I do not want him to see me with another mate. It would drive me crazy if I would see him with another one.

Mother: True. However you do know that it is a common thing in royalty, right?

Me: I do.

After this small conversation, I got up and called the maids in to help me change into my new attire since it was about time to go out and get everything over with. No matter how much I was thinking about it, it really didn't sit well with me. It was as if I would all of the sudden be caged in like a bird or a wolf getting a collar and a leash.

Me: Done... How do I look?

I was wearing a tuxedo which was created out of the best materials as well as mixed in with 2 of my scales in order for it to get the green shine it had. Something which was a custom here to do. I liked this tuxedo a lot but it was not the same. In my wildest dreams, I was thinking about standing at an alter together with Kacchan wearing this but now... it was all over....

Mother: You look stunning.

Me: Thanks.

Mother (whispering): Katsuki would definitely droll over the place if he could see you.

It was something my mother whispered to my ears before we both had to leave the room to get prepared and leave.

Guess it is about time now...

I am starting to regret this.

Maybe there was a way out of it... A way I didn't see.

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