Taeny 2013

I love her umma

"I can't do this.." That was the last thing yuri heard before seeing Jessica falls to the floor

Yuri heart shatters, she walk towards Jessica, squatting down, hugging the crying latter in her arm, half expecting and half-dreading what she was about to say next.

Jessica succumbed into Yuri's embrace, shaking her head, " I can't do this, I can't do this.."

Yuri did not know what to say. She have done all she could to stop Jessica from breaking up with her. She's even prepare to sacrifice anything for her. But at the end of the day, she still wants to respect Jessica's decision. Yuri just sat there, comforting Jessica which were probably the last time she would be able to comfort her. That's what she thought.

"L-lets.. L-lets ju-just c-con-continue to lie to your m-mum, S-eobang.." Jessica said out between her cries

As Yuri's mind was preoccupied with the thought of losing Jessica, she did not really catch what Jessica said, "i know, i under-.."

"What did you say?!" Yuri said in disbelief as Jessica's words finally registered in her head

"What did you say?" Yuri asked again, this time pushing Jessica slightly away from her body to look at Jessica's face

Jessica bows her head down a little, feeling guilty, " I know I'm being selfish right now, but I tried. I tried hard to fight my feelings for you but I can't, I found myself falling deeper for you. It's hard to tell myself to stop loving you but I can't, when the only time I smile is when I think about you. I love you, I'm in love with you. I tried to kill it by running away from you but I can't and I don't want to any more. I can't, seobang.."

"..." Yuri was speechless. Just a few seconds ago, she was afraid of losing Jessica. And right now, Jessica was declaring her love for her, not wanting to give up this love when yuri was already half preparing for the worst. It was all too sudden for her, she did not know how to respond.

"Yul?" Jessica calls out when she heard the silence and an unresponsive Yuri

"I'm sorry.." Yuri said, letting go of Jessica, putting her hands back by her side, " this is all too sudden "

Jessica's heart ache a little more when she felt Yuri's hand leaving her skin. She clenched her jaw, trying to prevent more tears from falling as she fight against the ache in her chest. did I push her away? Did she really manage to deplete all her feelings for me? What have I done?

"I'm so-rry" Jessica voice cracked as she starts crying again. Jessica covered her mouth with her hand, standing up, wanting to walk away

"Wait!" Yuri quickly grab hold of Jessica's wrist. Pulling her back down, making Jessica to sit on her lap. Jessica looked away, not wanting to look at Yuri's face

Yuri holds Jessica's chin, pulling her face to face her.

"I love you.." Yuri said before leaning down for a passionate kiss.

Jessica was caught by surprise. But it feels good to feel Yuri's lips on her lips again. Jessica parted her lips, responding to her kiss as all her fears and doubts left her. All she knows right now, yuri is hers yet again. And she belongs to yuri, still. Nothing else matters.

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"Taeng, free to talk?" Yuri asked as she enters the kitchen.

"Sure. You want any drinks?" Taeyeon asked as she pour a cup of orange juice for herself

Yuri shook her head, sitting down on one of the kitchen stool while waiting for taeyeon . She looked over at the couch, smiling, looking at how Jessica and Tiffany were squealing happily in English like some fangirls while watching the drama, 'That Winter the Wind Blow'.