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Black is Back

{⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ Talking of drinking, cutting, suicidal thoughts, attempt of suiced, death. Please tell me if I left anything out}

*Natasha's POV*

I don't like travelling like this. It gets me covered in soot, which makes my suit dirty. I look around and see that everyone was there except Peter. Of course it had to be him. Harry has this anxious expression on his face as he looked around, checking if everyone ws here.

"Where's Peter?" Wanda asked him like a worried mother, "he went before me!"

"I thought he was last! For Merlin's underwear! I've lost me own son!" 

"Aren't youa wizard?!" Harley practicaly screamed in his face, "can't you make him appear here or summon him or-"

"That's it! The summoning charm!" Harry was about to say the spell or charm, whatever he said, when his anxious face went back on, "But he can get hurt if I summon him! He would go bumping into everything from wherever he is!" He had now started to grip his hair while pacing around and muttering giberish. Wanda was next to him, trying to sooth him but you could see that she was was worried too. 

A few minutes had passed until Clint shouted something, pointing at two siluettes. As they got closer, I could distinguish Peter's figure and a man with shoulder-length black hair, grey eyes and posh looking clothes.

Harry and Wanda ran to Peter, trapping him in a hug, that by the looks of it, it was more of a death grip. The stranger just stayed there, waiting to be noticed.

*Harry's Pov*

Thank Merlin Peter was safe! Anything could have happened to him, in a place full of wizards, witches, house elves and goblins! What was I thinking? 

"I'm so sorry Pops! I must have sneezed or something and then I came out in a pub or something and this dude was there and I asked him where I was and it wasn't that bank that you said so I asked him where the bank was and he offered to take me after he tried many times to make me understand the directions that he was giving me!" Peter explained very quickly in one breath.

That's when I looked at the other person. Sirius fucking Black. {yes he's alive here}

"I'm sorry about my son Mr Black, have a pleasant afternoon," I told him, my voice as cold as ice. The Avengers noticed as the looked from Black to me in curiosity. I grabbed Peter by the shoulder and Wanda by the arm and started to drag them away, hoping that the others would just follow. 

"Please Harry wait!"

I slowly turned around, glaring at him. "You lost my respect so it's Lord Potter to you Mr Black. And I also remember saying bye and then attempting to go away, so I am going to continue with what I came here for and you can go back to that pub,"

"Har- Lord Potter, please! Let me tell you something!"

"Fine, speak, but I do not promise that I'll listen nor take in mind any of your words."

"I'm so sorry! I should've stayed by your side, but I was so sad and angry about Remus' death that I took it out on you!"

"Don't you dare come to me now and apologise like if it was nothing! Don't you dare use Remus as an excuse! You bloody knew that I would blame myself for everyone's deaths as you did with my father's death, my mother's death, your brother's death! You bloody knew that I would need a shoulder to cry on! That I would need support after all of it was over! You bloody knew it because you went through the same pain of losing your only family and friends because of war!"

"Please understand! Remus was my only family left! He was like a brother to me!"

"Oh, so every time that you asked me to call you Uncle Siri or Uncle Padfoot is was just to show the world that the Saviour of the Wizarding World saw you as family? Because if that was the reason, you acomplished it very well! I saw you as a father figure! You were like the uncle, the father, the brother that I never had! You, along with Remus, were the whole world to me! I would have done anything and everything for you!"

"I know and I'm sorry!"

"A simple sorry won't do it! You weren't the only one who lost loved ones at war! I lost brothers and sisters! Uncles and Aunts! Fred, Colin, Tonks, Remus, Lavander, Severus, Moody, Andromeda! And those are only some! Then there are those who turned their back on me! Ginny, Ronald, Hermione, Molly, Seamus, you! Then there are those who weren't against me but were too scared to stop you guys!"

"I'm sorry, plea-"

"STOP ASKING FOR FORGIVNESS! Do you know what all of that caused me? Do you know? Firewhiskey. That was one of my many 'solutions'. Do you know how many of those I would drink once Teddy would go to sleep?! Then there was cutting. After all the drinking I would preform the cutting charm on me! Over and over again! Suicidal thoughts would come after the cutting! After my rutine I would think, what if I just died? Nobody would miss me, right? If everyone hated me... what was the point of living?"

"Oh my God!"

"Shut it! I wasn't finish Black! The worst part is that I actually attempted suicied! Many times too! Do you know how I survived? Who helped me to stop cutting, thinking that stuff and is still helping me to stop drinking? The person you would least expect. Draco Lucius Malfoy! My school bully! My supposed rival! Your cousin! A Death Eater! He knew what I was doing to myself, how much it hurted! He recogined it as from experience! But did he turn around and leave me there, bleeding in the bathroom, unconcious in the kitchen, nearly dead in my room?! No! Not even once! He did it out of kindness, not caring for my forgivness, not caring that me hated each other, not caring that he was a Death Eater and I was the one that put his father in Azkaban! He never had a second thought of leaving me behind, leaving me to die there like a piece of scum like the rest did." I had finished speaking in a low growl. 

I turned around and marched my way to Gringotts, holding Wanda and Peter close to me.