Chapter 10:Ghost

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Jules's Pov:

I don't know how much longer I can do this.

Do what exactly you may be wondering.Well the answer is living.

Im in constant agony and misery. I dont see the point in it anymore.

Blake used to be my reason to stay,but he went bye bye.Just like every good thing in my life.

I feel as though I'm not even really here most days.Its like im a ghost.So if I just disappeared nobody would even notice.

I wasn't always like this. When I was younger i think like at 5, when they first started I was very hopeful and happy.I stayed hopeful for a couple of years,but when I was 10 they beat the hope out if me completely.

I hate who I've become.

A hopeless,numb girl with a shitty attitude . Im also a terrible person, because I don't care about other people. At all.

Im completely useless.I have no special qualities that I can redeem myself with.

There are benefits of being a ghost though.

I can get away with a lot of stuff.Since i'm so quiet nobody suspects me of stuff.

And I can disappear without anybody noticing. Considering the fact that nobody notices me while Im still here.

I have nobody that's going to miss me.

So why not leave.

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