Jules's Pov:
I don't know how much longer I can do this.
Do what exactly you may be wondering.Well the answer is living.
Im in constant agony and misery. I dont see the point in it anymore.
Blake used to be my reason to stay,but he went bye bye.Just like every good thing in my life.
I feel as though I'm not even really here most days.Its like im a ghost.So if I just disappeared nobody would even notice.
I wasn't always like this. When I was younger i think like at 5, when they first started I was very hopeful and happy.I stayed hopeful for a couple of years,but when I was 10 they beat the hope out if me completely.
I hate who I've become.
A hopeless,numb girl with a shitty attitude . Im also a terrible person, because I don't care about other people. At all.
Im completely useless.I have no special qualities that I can redeem myself with.
There are benefits of being a ghost though.
I can get away with a lot of stuff.Since i'm so quiet nobody suspects me of stuff.
And I can disappear without anybody noticing. Considering the fact that nobody notices me while Im still here.
I have nobody that's going to miss me.
So why not leave.
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