Gap / Harry Styles RW

Two

18- One Direction

"Passengers, please fasten your seatbelts, we will be taking off very soon," The tall brunette smiles fakely at me, struggling due to the excessive amount of botox that has been used on her face. Make-up is caked on her skin.

I snort and grab my phone, nervous energy bubbling inside of me. I plug in my earphones to block out her annoying high pitched voice.

I open my itube app- (hello, free download!) and press shuffle. I skip past a few songs before settling on a title I was satisfied with.

"I've got a heart, and I got a soul..." the voice of Harry Styles pours through the speakers and I close my eyes, listening to the beautiful lyrics.

Yes, yes. I know what you're thinking. A 19 year old, listening to One Direction? Lame. I was always that girl in high school that just went with what everyone else was doing. So, when everyone else was crazy about 1D, I guess I was too. The thing was, when they grew out of the phase, I well... didn't. And I was a proud fangirl because of it.

I'll admit, I was pretty upset when Zayn left at the start of this year, oops, I mean last year. But little did I know it would lead to something much worse, the whole band breaking up after a run-in with their management.

I was so broken, it had absolutely killed me. I had staying locked up in my room for days, listening to all of their albums on repeat, watching This is Us about a million times and of course, those damn video diaries.

"I have loved you since we were 18..." Harry's voice sung.

God , he was a babe. He is so damn hot and then such an idiot at the same time. I love him so much and am proud to say I am a very dedicated Harry girl.

I know that him and the boys had a very tough time with the media after the break up. It was pretty much all you read about for a solid month.

There were rumours that they would start a new contract with a new management team but the boy's tweets lead me to believe otherwise. I think they are just enjoying being with their families and friends at the moment, as most of the excitement has died down. The fans are still just as crazy, following the boys just to get pictures and tweeting them for hours on end.

It was insane how much attention they got. It was like they were the property of the public, nothing about their lives were private. I could never do that. It would be way too much, having all of society knowing my business.

"Excuse me ma'am," the annoying voice of the flight attendant interrupts me from my thoughts. Rude much? I sigh, pulling out my earphones.

"Yes?" I say, shooting her my best attempt at a death stare. How dare she interrupt the perfection that is One Direction.

"Could you please fasten your seatbelt!!" She says, her annoyance clear in her tone.

"Oh, shit yeah sorry," I grumble. Geez, bitch keep your pants on.

The plane begins to take off and I grab the armrests nervously. I can't believe I was doing this! The man next to me glances weirdly at me as I begin to breath heavily in and out of my mouth.

This was all going to be so different. I had a visa, passport and international currencies to deal with now. This was no ordinary interstate flight.

My mum, dad, Eve and my nan had come to see me off, along with Lucy. It had been a tearful goodbye. It's so crazy to think I won't be seeing them all for a whole year. I had never, ever been away from these five people for more than a month tops. God I was going to miss them. Thank the lord for phones.