Lexi pov
As the bell rings I walk to locker and slightly groan when I see Kellin. "Well hello to you to." Kellin says. "Leave me alone." "Come on Lexi." "Go away Kellin." I say and see Calum walk past us. I almost called his name out but remembered those things we said to each other. I look inside my locker and feel a tear run down my cheek. "Lexi?" Kellin asks but I tune him out. I hear the voices remembering the conversation me and Calum had. "You only care about yourself!" "Cal-" "No! Just leave me alone!" I slowly slide down my locker and look off into space. "Lexi?" I hear off in the distance and I stand back up noticing Kellin is still beside me. "It's all your fault!" I yell and run out of school and back to my house with one thing in my mind to do. With one of the Pierce The Veil lyric repeating in my head. You Don't Know What It's Like To Wake Up In Middle Of The Night Scarin' The Thought Of Kissing Razors.
I run into my room and look around for that one thing called relief. That one little thing I got from a pencil sharpener that I broke when I was mad. I finally look under my pillow case and suddenly cut my finger. "Found it." I mutter and feel the tears come rushing down. Just like how I'm rushing to the bathroom for my sudden relief. It's all my fault. I'm such a fuck up of a human being.
Dylan pov
A model she was indeed. I smile as I think of her the rest of the period. The way her hair looked today. How she licked her lips and that little groan- Wait what am I saying?! I don't like her. She's just..... So attractive and she's so amazing. I don't care about her. Yes I do. Ugh make up your mind. I'm not suppose to act on this. But I just want to kiss her. I can't though I've hurt her so much and I play to continue. I shut everything out when I see her. "Hey slut." I say almost busting into tears. She is not a slut. "Hey leave her alone!" Her friend who I've noticed is Louis. This should be good. "What are you gonna do if I don't?" I ask standing by him. "This." He says and punches me in the nose. "You'll pay for that you, faggot." I say. "What did you just call me?" He asks. "A faggot." I spit out like the word itself is poison. He drops his things and punches me again in the nose. I see blood drop out of it and I was about to punch him back when Kellin stopped me. "Dylan!" He yells and I stop. "Let's go." He says and grabs me by my collar. "Faggot!" I yell at Louis one more time then start walking. That's when my mind opens back up. That's when I start thinking.
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Hey little penguins and I'm making this quick because I only have 7% left but you know I thought you pull like an update cause who doesn't? Anyway I wrote this at 6am cause what else did I have to do. Anyway I now have 6% so I love you guys and peace tea life's a bitch don't quit and Johnnie Guilbert is bae 😍✌️
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Falling in love with an asshole
Fanfiction(Maria' P.O.V) When I was growing up all the time my parents would warn me about drugs, strangers, alcohol, and drug dealers. But they never warned me about the boy with brown eyes and a heartbeat. (Lexi's P.O.V) All my life, people have told me not...
