Let Me Be Your Only Fan (Taekook FF)

★18☆

-Jungkook POV

Taehyung looks terrified at me. I get of him quick and cup his face. "Don't worry, I won't let it happen again" I say. I go to the window and yes, his father. I shake my head and he smirks. He tries to open the window but noticed quick that you can't open the window. I grin appears on my face and he looks angry at me. After staring at each other for which felt forever he leaves, a woman follows him.

I sigh in relief and turn around to face Taehyung. He still looks terrified at me. I sigh and walk to him. I sit beside him on the bed and place my hand on his cheek. "You're still drunk, go and sleep" I say. He nods and lays down again. I put the blanket over him and he smiles a little. I smile back and peck his cheek. "Don't worry, I won't leave the room" I say and Taehyung nods.

The next day I wake up on the couch in my room. I look at Taehyung who is still sleeping peacefully. I decide to go down stairs and make breakfast. I hope he likes kimchijjigae.

Taehyung comes down stairs with his hand on his head. I walk to him and grab his wrists gently. "You okay?" I ask. "What are you doing here?" He asks in a cold tone. "You're in my house Taehyung, don't you remember what happened yesterday?" I ask. His eyes widen all of sudden. "WAIT NO! NOT THAT!" I yell. Taehyung chuckles. "Do you have ice? My head hurts" he asks and I nod.

I give him the pack of ice and he sits down at the table. "Are you still mad at me?" I ask. He sighs and looks at the plate food I put in front of him. "No, it's okay" he says. I look down and smile a little.

Taehyung eats quick and leaves for work. I decided to make a walk in the park since I have a day off. I stop a couple on one of the benches. It are two boys. The one is laughing at a joke the other made and I smile. But it fades away quick because, as long as I am an idol I can't walk around like this with... Yea, Taehyung.

I sit on a bench close to them. The jokes one makes are actually funny. I think the spark between me and Taehyung kinda faded since we were back from Paris. And I feel guilty for it. Suddenly a hand is laid on my shoulder. I turn around and see one of the boys who were sitting next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asks. I sigh and look back at my hands. "Nothing" I say.

"Heyy, it's okay. I'm Kenzo, you?"
"Jungkook"
"Ahh, Jeon Jungkook I guess"
"Yeh"
"But really, what's wrong?"
"Don't you have to be with your boyfriend?"
"He's gone for a while, so tell me!"
"...When I saw you with your boyfriend it just reminded me of someone"
"Can... Can I know who?"
"Taehyung... I have feelings for him but I think the spark between us is gone"
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that"

He says and puts his hand on my shoulder again. Now he was sitting next to me. I take a deep breath and wipe tears away. "It's okay, I have to let him go if it has to" I say and manage to smile at Kenzo. He sighs and also smiles at me. "Well, I hope that 'spark' comes back, just fight for it" he says and stands up, running to his boyfriend who was approaching us.

Maybe he's right, if I don't fight for it it will never work between me and Taehyung. I stand up and walk back home.

-Taehyung POV

"Moon please, I'm sick of you!" I yell. But Moon doesn't let go of my collar. "Why would you live him?! He can't date so you just date me!!" She yells back. I push her away. "So what if I'm gay? SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT?!" I yell and turn around. I stump out of the door, lucky my shift already ended.

I knock on Jungkook his door and he opens, again without a shirt. "Why you always come when I just showered??" He asks. His tongue in his cheek. I shake my head. "Can I use the bathroom for a sec?" I ask. Jungkook looks at me as if I'm crazy but nods. I get in quick and run upstairs.

Once I'm inside I close the door. And the next moment, I collapse on the ground, sobbing the life out of myself. I hide my face between my knees and grab my hair. My back against the wall. Suddenly I hear the door open but I don't want to face Jungkook now.

He rushes to me and sits in front of me, wrapping his arms around me. "Hey it's okay... What's wrong?" He asks. "W-why does n-no one a-accept me for w-who I am?!" I manage to say between my sons. Jungkook his grip tightens and his hand goes through my hair, trying to calm me down.

"What happened?" He asks.
"M-Moon always asks m-me why I like y-you and she forces m-me to date her now, p-people say the w-whole day that it's n-not okay to be gay a-and I think I'm a-about to lose y-you!!" I say and break down once again.

Jungkook puts me on his lap and I hide my face in my hands, but I fail to stop crying. "You're not gonna lose me, it's okay. But please stop crying or you faint because you don't breath well" he says and titles his head to look at me. It's true, since I started crying I wasn't able to breathe properly.

Suddenly Jimin and Yoongi enter. So Jungkook called them... They sit on front of me but I... "Jungkook... I can't see clear anymore..." I say. But before he or Yoongi or Jimin could do something,

I fainted in the arms of Jungkook...