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!Self harm!

I tend to overthink things...a lot. I don't know if the things I worry about are important or if I'm not worrying enough about it.

I went to my bathroom and turned on the shower. My head was filled with the image of Amber kissing Colby. I undressed and stepped in, no matter how much I tried thinking of someone else I couldn't stop. Without even realising I was doing it I started to turn the dial on the water.

It got hotter as it hit my back, I was a little drunk so it didn't hurt as much as it should but I could still feel it. I winced and leaned forward against the wall, arm went against the wall and my head fell on it.

"Keira?" I heard Colby called from my room.

"Shit..." I whispered, "Yeah!" I called back as I turned the dial back down to the normal temperature.

"You in the shower?" He asked.

"Mhm!" I felt the pain on my back.

"I just wanted to see if you were ok about Amber kissing me earlier...I didn't know she was gonna do that at all!" He said from behind the door.

"Yeah that's fine...it wasn't your fault!" I grabbed the soap.

"Ok...you sound like you're in pain...are you ok?!"

"I'm fine Colby! I'll be out in like ten minutes! I just dropped something on my foot!" I bit my lip.

"Ok..." He didn't sound too convinced but walked away.

I washed my self, my hair and shaved everywhere and got out. I wrapped the black towel around me and went out to my room, Colby was led on my bed on his phone.

"Hey there!" I smiled, pushing my hair over my back to hide the red mark that was bound to be there.

"Hey!" He turned off his phone and looked at me.

I took out one of his hoodies from my closet and some shorts. I slipped the shorts on underneath the towel and turned to a corner, I put the hoodie on and turned back.

"Is that mine?" He sat up.

"Maybe..." I smirked, crawling onto the bed.

"I've been looking for that!" He laughed.

"And I stole it!" I smirked, kissing him.

"It looks better on your anyways" He pulled me on top of him.

"I need to dry my hair!" I smiled before rolling off him.

"So tomorrow you wanna film a video?" He asked.

"Yeah! What kind?" I turned to him, grabbing a towel, my hairdryer broke and I haven't got a new one yet.

"One where I tell them you're my girlfriend..." He looked down and then back at me.

"Really?" I said with a huge smile.

"Yeah..." He sat up so he wasn't leaning against a pillow anymore.

I can't explain how happy I was. I know how important his fans are to him and they're a big part of his life so if he's telling them about me then I clearly mean a lot to to him. All the bad thoughts went out the window as I kneeled over him and hugged him.

"I love you Keira" He said with a huge smile as I moved my head to look at him.

This is it, I'm actually gonna say it instead of tapping the numbers.

"I love you too Colby..." I smiled.

The smile he had turned bigger as he put his lips on mine.

"I'm sorry I didn't say it before...I haven't really been around healthy relationships so I don't know what it looks like and-" I started to spiral into it.

"Keira...it's ok! I knew how you felt!" He held my jaw with one hand and my hips with the other.

"Ok good..." I nodded.

We started to kiss, his thumbs rubbed circles on my hips as his lips trailed to my neck. Probably leaving a mark. As I started to take off my shirt there was the sound of glass smashing.

I pulled my lips away in shock, the memories from before started to come back.

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