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Zach lives alone, so basically he can do what he wants. Which has always scared me knowing what he's like. And adding extra stress on such as a pregnancy scare and a bad dinner with Colby's parents?!

Colby parked outside and all the lights were off. I got out and looked at Colby.

"You coming in?" I asked.

"Uhm sure yeah!" He got out and we went to the door.

I knocked on it before opening it, "Yo Zach!" I called.

"Hey Keira!" He sounded like he was upstairs.

I went inside and it was a mess, I'm pretty sure he had a party or something.

"You got any guitar strings?" I looked around  and went to the stairs, Colby just followed behind me.

I went to his room and saw him on his bed, digging through drawers.

"Yeah! Here!" He passed me a pack.

"Thanks-" My eyes shifted to the heroin needles on the bedside, "Is that heroin?!"

"Shit..." He grabbed them and stood up, walking past us out the door.

"Zach...are you doing heroin?!" I followed him downstairs as he stayed silent.

"Zach!!" I grabbed his shoulder.

"What!" He snapped, pushing my arm off, his pupils were the size of his iris.

"Fucksake Zach..." I sighed, "Zach you know how much this shit fucks you up!" I grabbed the needles off him, they weren't used.

"What are you my mother?!" He scoffed, walking to the kitchen.

"This shit will kill you!" I yelled.

"I don't care" He said blankly.

"Zach you should! You're gonna spiral with this in your system!" I couldn't stop thinking about his mother, what happened to her when she spiralled into it.

"I'm not my mother Keira..." He shook his head, tears formed into my eyes, "I didn't say that!"

"You thought it!" He yelled, "I'm not like her! I'm not gonna spiral into addiction and abandon everyone I love! I'm not gonna kill myself with it either if that's what you're afraid of!"

"Where did you even get this?! No one around here sells it!"

"It's none of your business!" His voice got louder.

I walked into the kitchen, "Zach you're my best friend! I don't want to see you spiral into this shit! It's addictive and dangerous!" I placed the needles onto the counter, I noticed he was cooking some in a pot, "You're cooking it too?!"

"Keira if you're just gonna act like this then get out! I thought you of all people would be supportive!" He turned to me.

"Why would you think that?! You think I'm gonna watch you throw your life away for needles that fucking kill you! Zach look what happened to your mom...or even Jamie!"

"I thought you would understand because you were also a dealer! You did drugs!"

"I didn't do this shit..." I shook my head.

"Then get out then if you're just gonna yell at me!"

"Call me when you're sober...so I know you're alright..." I sighed, walking away.

"You're gonna be waiting a long time don't worry!" I heard as I went out the front door.

I wiped the tear from my eye and got in the car,  Colby followed and looked at me.

"You alright?" He asked.

"Just mad...I know how he's gonna end up on that shit...he know's it too!"

"Maybe he's gonna be fine? It could just be one of those things he'll get over?" He started to drive.

"His mom died of an overdose when she was nine cause she was addicted...our friend Jamie spiralled into addiction at fourteen..." I sighed.

"You've never mentioned Jamie?" I think I've told him about everyone I've hung out with before.

"He died a while back...funeral was brutal...which is why I don't understand why he started that shit!"

"Did he die from an overdose?"

"Nah he was shot...got in with the wrong people...god I'm never raising my kids in this place!" I laughed, wiping a tear and remembered the late period.

"Kids? Didn't think you wanted kids?" He smiled.

"As long as I'm not like my parents then yeah...do you?"

"At some point yeah..." He nodded.

"Really?" I sat up.

"Yeah! Don't get me wrong kids are a handful but imagine having a little you running around!"

"Oh god that's my worst nightmare! Imagine if my kid was like me..."

"Fuck that!" He joked.

"I love you..." I looked at him.

"You ok?" He said softly, glancing at me as he parked the car in the driveway.

"Yeah!" I smiled.

"I love you too" He placed a kiss on my forehead before we got out.

I went in and saw Devyn on the couch, Colby went upstairs.

"Devyn are the girls here?" I said quietly.

"No I don't think so...why? Is it something I can help with?" She sat up.

"My period is late..." I sat down beside her.

"Oh shit ok...are you ready for a-"

"No!" My eyes widened.

"Alright...I have a test upstairs and you can go take it!" She smiled.

"Thank you!" I hugged her.

We both stood up and we went upstairs, she went into her bathroom and took a test out. My heart was pounding.

"It'll be alright! I'll stand out the door if you want me to!" She said softly.

"Ok!" I nodded.

We went into my room and I went into my bathroom. I did what you had to do for the test and started to wait. I sat against the wall and held it in my hand.

It was Negative.

"Oh thank god..." I muttered, throwing my head back against the wall.

I went out the bathroom and looked at Devyn.

"It's negative!" I said nodding my head.

"That's good then!" She replied.

"Yeah! Also can you not tell the others about this? I'll tell Colby in a bit just..."

"Of course not! I'm not like that!"

I smiled weakly, "Should I tell Colby?"

"Tell me what?" I heard from behind me.

"I'm gonna leave this up to you two!" Devyn threw her hands up and left the room.

I turned to look and Colby, his eyes shifted to my hands where the pregnancy test was.

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