The Time I don't Realize [Idolish7]

2 - TWINS SECRET (Part 2)

Iori was at Riku's room like usually Iori did."What's wrong Iori? Didn't you say you want to talk something?"Riku ask as he was waiting for Iori saying something.

"Please for a few day,don't use your social media...and don't ask me why.."said Iori as he look at Riku's eyes.

"..okay.."

"please promise me you won't open those until we allow you?...because this is the best for you for awhile,you know what I mean right?.."said Iori.Riku honestly full of question but he had to listen to Iori and made promise to Iori that he open the social media for awhile until he got allowed by him.Iori believe that Riku would listen to him since he had a problem right now.When Iori hold Riku's hand,it was burned."Nanase-san? Your fever hasn't gone yet?"Iori didn't know that Riku hasn't recover from fever yet.Iori immediately told Riku to lay his body on his bed and let Iori nursing him.He thought Riku fully recover but no.

"sorry for burden you..Iori..but I am fine.."said Riku.

"Of course not okay Nanase-san,you should take rest and sleep more.We will had other show to perform and like you always know,we need you"said Iori.Riku were chuckle when he sees how serious Iori was.Riku made decision and give his phone to Iori.Iori didn't had any idea that Riku giving him Riku's phone.

"why?"Iori ask.

"well,since you know I will not just shut myself..so better you take this.I will take enough sleep until I fully back to health.Like you say,you need me right?"said Riku while smirking at Iori."As long as you guys won't leave me..never leave me,,"Riku randomly mumble that made Iori confuse with him.Iori taking Riku's phone and change the topic to find something to spend a little time with Riku.Riku tell Iori that he perfectly fine but Iori still had doubt on Riku because Iori still can feel a little hot at Riku's forehead but as long Riku's attack not reached worrying state,Iori still can take care of that.

"Anyway Iori,can I ask something?"Riku ask.

"Yes,please ask anything,I will try to answer it"said Iori.

"If Mitsuki suddenly doesn't love you someday,what will you do...will you chase for him?"Riku ask.

"Hah? Nanase-san? You know I would chase for my Nii-san because I love him...why did you ask this question that I can say it's rude to think like that.."said Iori as he a little mad at Riku.

"I know you will chase Mitsuki because you love him...that's how I feel same like you..."said Riku as his tears suddenly fell through his cheeks.Iori were shock with Riku's reaction.Iori about to ask but Riku continue his story.

"Like I told you before,Kujou Tenn is my elder brother..we are twin but not that showed...he left me because of me..because of my damn illness...if it wasn't this illness,Tenn-nii won't get abandon by mom and dad...but he was completely wrong...mom and dad keep worrying at Tenn-nii...my illness always come on wrong time making Tenn-nii thought our parent giving him a fake hope..then one day he meet someone and tell me that guys can made his life become useful than me...he was right,I am just a burden in family.I didn't know how to made Tenn-nii understand my feeling and our parent too...Everything was not fair for me because they left me because I am being burden and...always made trouble.I wish I shouldn't have born from the start..my existence only hurt Tenn-nii a lot."said Riku while he burst into tears.Iori comfort Riku and caress his shoulder.

"Nanase-san,you should forget about him and focus on getting stronger..you know that you are important to Idolish7 right? You should prove to everyone and prove Kujou Tenn that you can live without him.I'm sure he will see something in your feeling"said Iori.

"Tenn-nii always kind to me and always be there when I need.I never learn about being alone because everywhere I go,no matter where I am,Tenn-nii always be there for me and made my day.I never had hate feeling toward him even after he left me...I always being the best to reach the place he at now..but I know I can't...when other people saying I'm copying his style..it's really not true.That was my habit.I am not perfect like Tenn-nii..."said Riku while wipe his tears.