Killer Love

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

***Forty One Weeks***

I'm sitting on the couch, watching Ryker play in the floor and rubbing my stomach. I am now six days past my due date and Xavier is still not here. I'm fighting off tears because I'm so tired. I can't sleep because I can't get comfortable. Happy walks over and kneels in front of me. "Are you okay little girl?" he asks and I shake my head no, not looking up at him. "Willow, look at me." he says softly and I look up at him and there are tears in my eyes. "I know you're exhausted babe. But our little hell raiser will be here soon and you can get some rest." he tells me and I just nod. I look up and see Quinn standing in the doorway and I say "I'm a week overdue. I can't sleep. I'm so tired. All I want to do is cry and I feel like I'm not being a good enough mom to Ryker because I can't freaking get up." I tell them. Happy kisses my hands that he's still holding and Quinn walks over and sits on the couch next to me. Ryker crawls over and Quinn picks him up. Ryker reaches over and rubs my belly like he always does and I feel a sharp pain and stiffen. "What is it?" Happy asks. About that time, another pain hits. "Shit. I think I'm having contractions." I say. "Let's get you up, walking around." Happy says.

Happy helps me to stand and another contraction hits. "We should head to the hospital. They're pretty close together." Happy says and I nod. Happy helps me to the car and Quinn puts Ryker in his carseat. Our go bags are already in the truck. Picking up my phone, I call my dad. "Hey baby girl." my dad says as he answers. "Hey Pop. Meet us at the hospital. I'm in labor." I tell him and he tells me he loves me and we end the call. I hear Quinn on the phone with Tig. He gets off the phone and says "The club is on their way and Lyla said she would keep Ryker tonight." and all I can do is nod.

We get to the hospital and hear the bikes pull up and my dad is waiting by the hospital doors. We head in and they put me in a room with my dad, Happy and Quinn in the room with us. "Lyla took Ryker home with her and said to call if we needed anything." Quinn says and I just nod. "You okay?" my dad asks. "Yeah. I'm just tired." I tell him and he nods. About that time a doctor walks in and says "I'm here to give you your epidural." I nod and as soon as he puts me on the drip, I lay back and Happy kisses me softly and says "Get some rest little girl." and he turns the lights down to dim.

Six hours later, the doctor has come in several times to check my progress and this time she asks "You ready to meet Xavier?" I smile and nod my head. "Okay, on the next contraction, push as hard as you can to the count of ten." she tells me and I nod again. Thirty minutes of pushing, we hear the cries of our little boy. Happy kisses me hard "I love you." He whispers before heading over to check on our son. Quinn leans down and kisses me. "Love you baby." he says and I smile. My dad comes over to me and hugs me. "I'm so proud of you baby girl." I let out a sigh as the nurse is done cleaning me up.

Happy walks over and hands Xavier to me and he immediately latches on to nurse. After I feed him, he's sleeping and the club comes in to see him. "Hey Tiggy?" I ask before he leaves the room. "Yeah doll?" he asks. "Can I ask you something?" I ask and he nods. "You've always had my back and I know you'll have our boys backs. Will you be their godfather too?" I ask. He kisses my forehead and says "I would be honored kid. Love you. Now get some rest. You look like shit." he tells me and I laugh. "I look like you." I tell him and he puts his hand over his heart and fakes being offended.

After everyone is gone, Quinn tells me "I'll head and get Ryker and take him home. See you in the morning." I nod and he kisses me softly. "I love you." He smiles and says "I love you." before heading out the door. Happy sits on the bed next to me, facing me. He looks over to the bassinet and looks at Xavier before looking back at me. "Thank you." He says softly. I look at him and he says "For our son. For being with us. For Ryker. For being everything to us." I look at him concerned. "Are you okay Happy?" I ask. "I've never fucking been better." he says before putting his forehead to mine. "I love you and our little family and it's not something I ever thought I would deserve." he tells me. "I never thought I would have a family, Happy. Now I have you and Rane and our boys." I tell him and he kisses me softly. Laying on the bed next to me, he holds me close and we just watch our son sleep before I doze off knowing I have a killer love that will never fade.