Killer Love

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

A little later, my nerves are still a little on edge and I stay at the bar and drink a bottled water. I sit there and just stare off into space. "Is she okay?" Tig asks. "I don't know." Quinn says. "She's been like this since she beat the shit out of that croweater. Threw her into a panic attack and she's been quiet ever since." Happy says. Tig nods and walks over to me. "Let's go." he tells me and I look at him before looking back at the guys. They both nod and I follow Tig down the hall. "Climb." he tells me. I climb the ladder to the roof and he follows me. Sitting down, he doesn't say anything. He lights up a joint, takes a hit and hands it to me. I take it from him and take a hit before handing it back. "Talk to me kid." he says finally. I take a minute to get my thoughts together before finally speaking. "You know I've always had trust issues Tigger." I say and he nods. "But those two? So far they haven't given me any indication that I couldn't trust them." I tell him. "So what's the problem?" he asks. "I just have that fear and then when I started wailing on that croweater, I lost it. I couldn't breathe." I say. "Panic attack. Happy told me." he tells me. I look at him and ask "How do I get my head right? Those two are so good to me and they love me. I know they do. I love them but all of these whores here, they don't care that the guys are taken. They go after them anyway. How do I stop it?" I ask. "You do exactly what you did this time. You put them in their place. That's all you can do." he tells me. We sit for a little longer and he says "I can only tell you from our point of view. Why don't I get Lyla and Venus to spend the day with you and you can get some input from other Old Ladies?" he asks. I look at him and say "Thanks Tigger." I say. He puts his arm around me and says "I got you kid."

We head down and he walks over to Lyla and Venus and I head to the guys. "You okay?" Happy asks. "I will be." I tell him. Him and Quinn both kiss me softly and Venus walks over. "Be ready about ten in the morning. The three of us ladies are heading out to be pampered." she tells me. "Thanks Aunt V." I say before hugging her and you see her smile softly. "You called me Aunt V." she says. "You're family V." I say. She kisses my cheek and says "See you in the morning."

We head home and I head to the shower. As soon as I get out, I climb into bed between my guys and they snuggle me between them and I hear Happy's light snores but I can't sleep. Quinn asks "What's on your mine little one?" I look up at him and he kisses me softly. "I just can't get my head right." I tell him. "You worried?" he asks. "Not about you and Happy. I have no doubt how you and Happy feel about me and I know you'll both be faithful." I tell him. "What is it then?" he asks. "I trust you and Happy and that's something I've never been able to have in someone other than Tigger and my dad but I trust you guys. But I know the whores at the clubhouse don't care of you're taken. They will go after you guys anyway and I'm just having trouble dealing with that. I see how easy it would be for you guys to cheat on me but at the same time, I know you won't." I tell him. "That why you're going out with Venus and Lyla tomorrow?" he asks. "Yeah. Tig thought I'd be able to get some input on how to handle it if I talk to some of the other Old Ladies." I tell him. "Well, get some sleep. I love you little one." he tells me. "I love you Rane." I tell him.

The next morning, the guys head to the clubhouse and I head out with Venus and Lyla. We are sitting at the salon, getting our hair done and Lyla says "What's going on?" I look at her and say "I trust Happy and Quinn but I'm just having trouble with the girls around the clubhouse. How do I get them to leave Happy and Quinn alone? They go after the guys and don't care that they're taken." I tell them. "Honey, you and your guys are going to have to do something to show they are committed to you and you to them." Venus says. "But I have their crows." I say. "But you need a bigger gesture." Venus says. "Like what?" I ask. "What about getting your name tattooed on them?" Lyla asks. "You think they would?" I ask. "You'll have to ask them. Have them do it at a party." Venus says. "That way all the whores see them get it." Lyla says and that gives me something to think about.