Its been 7 days since I started hanging around enid and Carl, everyday they'd come by and ask if I wanted too hang out with them, today was colder day but still sunny, earlier today i was asked by Maggie too go out on a run with her, I didn't know who else would be coming but I abliged, the day had come for me too go with Maggie I got on some clothes and a army knife, Maggie had me a gun ready at the truck,
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At the truck I saw Carl and Ron leaned up against the truck, "Sorry Yn, Ron insisted on comin," Maggie whispered, "Its, it's fine," I said forcing a smile, I hopped in the back of the truck as Maggie handed me a gun, carl and Ron looked at me through the slightly tinted windows but I ignored their staring, As they hopped in the truck I sighed to myself, Ron sat next too me and Carl sat infront as Maggie drove, as much as Ron pretened too hate me he always tried it on with me too see if I'd give in. Maggie looked back at me smiling in a concerned way, as she did Ron tried putting his hand on my thigh too which I pulled away, the entire ride i sat there looking out the window as Maggie and carl made small talk, when we arrived at the town we were meant too search i got out first, "I'll go check the drug store," I announced, walking off before carl sprinted up behind me, "Hey im helping your not going In alone," he said looking down at me, "Ok" I said giving him a genuine smile, We walked into the drug store,only having too kill 3 walkers in the process, it was a dusty old shop, with medicine and bandages behind the counter, and around the shop were random trinkets, like jewelry, glasses, scarves and other things, as carl filled up his backpack with medicines I looked around for other useful things until I stopped at a necklace, it was beautiful I was looking at it, it was in a glass case that I could easily break but I just stared like an idiot, "You looking at that necklace?" Carl asked walking up behind me, "OH, uh yea" I looked back at him, walking away too keep looking i heard glass break as he grabbed the necklace, "Cmere," he called , and I did, "Turn round" he said as he moved my h/c hair clipping the necklace around my neck, "Thanks, carl" I murmured turning around and looking at him, "Suits you," he whispered tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear, Looking at his lips I looked up back to his eyes , he was looking at me with half lidded eyes, "Guys were heading out its getting dark!" Maggie shouted from behind the door, "Coming!"both of us said in unison,
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As our truck drove on the rode I looked out the window watching the trees pass by us, seeing a walker every now and then, carl decided too sit next to me this time, Ron in shotgun, I think carl had noticed Ron trying too touch me earlier but I wasn't sure, I looked at the necklace, it was a locket, it had nothing in it but it sure was pretty, I hoped I'd find something too fill it with but one can dream. I was awoken from my thoughts as the truck began too hit the hilly roads up too the hilltop, I looked around the car, Maggie infront driving waving up too the people guarding the gates, Ron was looking in the rear veiw mirror straight at carl with a lifeless look in his eyes, carl was just staring at his lap, probably nodding off, as we reached the gates I shook carls hand and he woke up, looking at me smiling. Getting into the gates and hoisting the bags out of the back we were greeted by enid and rick, carls dad who was visiting from his settlement, enid hugged us both, "So glad your both safe, suprised Ron went, he never goes on supply runs." She said whispering the last part, "Yea, so am i." I said back too her , She ushered us with her too the storage rooms too arrange our finds, she was wearing some leggings and a sleeveless top that slightly showed her stomach, she looked beautiful, both her and carl did, they stood out in different ways, carls charm and enids friendliness made you weak at the knees.
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I headed up too my room after talking too enid and Carl for a bit, I yawned into my palm opening my door and slumping down on the bed, "Ughhhh" I groaned out tired from the day, and still pissed from rons advances, I can't belive he thinks he'd still have a chance after what he put me through, what a dick. I got dressed for bed, as I looked in the mirror wearing only a black bra and black lace underwear o stared at the necklace, it reminded me of carl, made my legs shake, quiver almost, why did I feel this way, for carl, and thinking about carl got me thinking about enid making my legs weaker than ever, its weird I feel this about one person, but two? What, what does that mean for me, does it make me weird, I slumped on my bed staring at the ceiling getting lost in my own thoughts of carl and enid, the thought of carls lips on mine, enids hands on my hips, I thought and thought as my hand slowly made its way into my underwear, what was this feeling, and why did I feel it for both of them?
