5:46am
My iPhone 6 alarm started and I shot open my eyes. I sit up and got up from my bed and I look around for my binder and notebook. I open the drawers and grab it. I also look in my wardrobe and chose my dance wear. I'm going to wear a purple sport bra with matching purple shorts that has scales designed. I decided to look pretty today so I wore some clip on earrings which was scales heart and some mascara. I put my hair in a low loose ponytail as I got started on my homework.5:58am
I had 3 homework left and I got to get ready for dance since Mackenzie is ready and mommy is getting her hair ready for today since it gonna be a lot of filming, I sat in my study chair leaning my desk thinking if I should do my homework and skip some rehearsals or get study marks. I sat there twirling my hair nervously but it was already 6:00am and we have to be there in 3o minutes but that will just complete half of the homework. My hands were pressed my cheeks as I look out my window watching the clouds. "Maddie!! Mommy wants you" Mackenzie pass my door frame and I signs and got up. "Yes mom?" I said. "You got everything packed up? We going to Starbucks and eat some breakfast" mommy said and I hesitate as a gulp was heard. "Yes mom, I'm perfectly done." I said trying to not fidget my hands. Miss Abby always say I need to be perfect so I just act like I'm her miss perfect, nobody else because I don't want to get replace.
I walked to my room and hurried and pack my stuff up. I slide my duffel bag on my shoulders and i put on my shoes and I was wearing a cheetah dress over my dance wear. "Coming!" I said walking downstairs and ready to go.
6:18am
Me and Mackenzie was drinking our drink in the car, talking about competition. "I have a duet with Paige and it's called, Two Steps Away" Mackenzie said eating her rainbow goldfish. "I have a solo call "PlayDate" I said and Mackenzie chuckles. "Remember that playdate with Josh?" Mackenzie said and I hit her." Stop, that was so embarrassing!" I said whining. "Girls! We are here" mommy said and I unbuckle Mackenzie seatbelt and then mine."Hey miss Abby!" I said waving at her as I earn a wave back. I walked to the dancers den meeting Chloe who is really stretching but that doesn't worry me! I beat Chloe many times. I put down my duffel bag and took off my cheetah dress. I was putting on my dance shoes as I was getting ready to stretch.
6:30am
The camera was getting ready to air out rehearsals, I was first of course.I walk with a certain lyrical walk and did a double pirouette skip to sauté and 2 slow chaine turns. As I did a kick with my leg bending and hands on one of my knee. My hands were out and open free. I walk around and did leaps and then it was time I framed my face and start doing la turn into a collapse turn. I landed in a z sit and pull myself, doing a split.
I was doing good until I got lost in thought and I pause for a quick second. My face was blank and Abby was surprised but I just did a set of turns and some kicks.
"MADDIE! Where's your fire?" Abby asked, having a conversation with Maddie about what has been going on these days. I started crying as she mentioned that Chloe might take my spot. "I'm sorry miss Abby! I will try my hardest" as i stutters.
After that scene was being air, it was class time and Kenzie and Paige was rehearsing their duet with Gia and Kendal was rehearsing hers with miss Abby. We only have one more day before competition.
7:25pm
Me and the girls was working on our group dance called abcs and Mackenzie is the lead of it. We had props like desks,table and a stool for Mackenzie of course. I was red, Nia purple, paige pink, Chloe blue and Mackenzie is yellowNia,paige and Chloe hopped on the desk, breaking it down while I'm giving faces. Mackenzie doing her signature moves around the desks as I do sets of turns and the three others came down and joined and sync with me.
Then Mackenzie had literally 10 minutes to do her final solo part and we was done. "Chloe,Maddie, stay and the rest kid dismiss" Abby would said and I nervously bit my lips. "Maddie, do your solo and Chloe watch." Abby said and I went to my start pose.
After few dance steps in was in the center hitting my sequence of turns into a collapse turn as I paused panicking. This is like my fifth time pausing!! What's wrong with me? Maddie would think looking in the mirror looking her reflection. Her hair was messy,hair bow was loose,her shorts mess up. She was a huge mess! "MADDIE!" Abby shout leaving me in prick of tears. I hate this I hate this i HATE this!!! I would slowly get up trying to remember my dance as I went on and improv. "Okay Chloe show Maddie what you got." Abby said as I sat down on the left side in the corner watching Chloe getting ready.
Her turns was graceful,her face was on point! She didn't even made no mistake unlike me! This competition was going to be tough..and I mean by tough I mean by not disappointing miss Abby.
Dancer den
Me and Chloe walked in and I start letting my tears out, the girls was concerned for me but I just push them away. I got to deal with this myself.