Helloooooooooo! :) Today is my best friends b-day! She turns 14! Just like I did the 23 January :) Lol!
Yeah, 7 chapter! :) Woo Hoo! I actually diden't think my first book would be more than 5 chapters :) Anyway! It feels like you're afraid to leave a comment..... I LOVE comments and so. If I gets more ideas and stuffs it's easier to wright and I get more selfconfidens (or however it spells) :)
Now I'm gonna let you read, and PLEASE vote, comment, fan :)
// James' Pov //
"James!" I heard a girl scream from the door. I looked there and yes, there was a girl there... but I coulden't see who it was. I diden't have my glasses or something. She walked slowly to me. As she got closer it was easier to see who it was. Tanja?
"I... let you two be alone...." Carlos said and walked out of the room. My eyes grow bigger as she sat down on the chair Carlos just sat on.
"Tanja...? What.... shoulden't you...." I could barly speak.
"James..." she said and kissed my forehead. "I'm back now." She smiled.
"I've.... I've missed you so much!" I said with tears in my eyes. She's back! My honey is back! She's been gone for 3 and a half year, and now she's just back.... The only love in my life! I sat up so I could hug her but fell back in the bed. Every part of my body hurts.
"I missed you to." Her warm hand toughed my could hand. It's the first time I felt just a little warm in a very long time now.
"You know... I was so afraid when you left!" I practily screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks. "I was afraid that I'd never would see you again!"
"Shhhhh... I'm here, and I'll never leave you again." She wiped away the tears from my face. "I promise..." I smiled and closed my eyes. I feel asleep in just 1 second.
// Tanjas Pov //
James looks so peaceful when he's asleep. I slowly got up from the chair and kissed his forehead again. Then I left the room. I still have to work.
On the way out I met Kendall.
"Tanja... You want a coffee?" he asked.
"I'd love to, but I have to work..."Kendall nodded and smiled. "Can you call me if something happens to James? I still have the old phone number."
"Sure I can." He responed and went to James' room.
// Logans Pov //
I sat next to the bed where Carlos laid. There were completly silence. I took a look at my watch. It's 4 AM.
"Can we please stop this silence?!" Carlos finally said.
"Yeah, what should we talk about?" I asked quiet.
" I donno....Type this?" I smiled big and searched for my phone in my pocket. Carlos picked up his phone from the table. As I already had started to play I saw how Carlos was trying to find the game.
"You have to get a smaller play list." I said laughing.
"Yeah, I guess."
~2 hours later~
"Logan?" I looked up to face Kendall. "You want something? A coffee or something?"
"No, I'm good." I answered
"Okay." Kendall said and walked out again. I looked at Carlos. He was asleep. Seens when? I got up and walked out. I looked around to find Kendall and ran to him.
"Hey! I go with you." I told him as I got there.
// Kendalls Pov //
Logan came after me.
"Hey! I go with you." he said as he walked next to me. He really never can chooes how he wants it.
"Suuuuu-" I totally droped focus as I saw dr. Grey. Do I have feeling for her?! No! That can't be! I- I love Jo. Not dr. Grey!
"Kendall?" I heard Logan say I think. I'm not sure cuz right now.... I had no control. "KENDALL!" Logan screamed in my ear. I got out of my day dream.
"Logan!" I screamed back and held my hand right hand on my ear. That really hurt.
"Sorry, but you can't just lose focus like that!"
"Yeah, you're right...." I answered and looked down in the floor. I pressed the elevator button and we waited.
"Do you know where the cafeteria is now? You know.. so you won't get run over again." Logan said and smiled at me.
"Haha, very funny!" I said ironic. Logan just laughed. The elevators doors opened and we steped in. I pressed 7 and the elevator started to move up. Because of the silence I could hear the elevator music. It was Elevate! Me and Logan reacted on that.
"Elevate a little higher...." I heard Logan sing kinda low. The elevator stoped on the fifth floor. A man steped in. Logan kept singing. The man looked at Logan like he was some kind of idiot. I coughed to get Logans atention.
"You don't have to sing to your own song...." The man now stared on both me and Logan.
"So.... Hi!! I'm Logan!" Logan tried to get him stop stare at us. The man just looked away. The doors opend and me and Logan steped out.
"Strange..." I whispered to Logan as we got out the elevator.
"I know..." Logan answered and laughed. "Hey, there it is!" He scrames and ran to the cafteria. What has gone into him?
"Yeah.. it's Logan.. You never know about him." I said quiet and smiled to my self.
// James' Pov //
I slowly opend my eyes. Alone again. But.. they don't have to watch me 24/7. I tried to take the TV control.
"Owww..." It really hurts to move to much... I pressed the 'Help' button that was lying in my bed. A nurse got in.
"Yes?" she said and smiled.
"Can... can I get the TV control?" I asked with a questioned smile. She smiled back at me and gave me the control.
"Thanks."
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So! :) chapter 7 done :) Now I gotta go eat... LAMB! :D <3 WOO HOO!
And one question... I maybe will be needing a Carlos girlfriend :D Comment or send me an message
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