I'm gonna fight to stay (BTR fan fiction) On Hold! :(

Chapter 1

Hey! This will be my first fan fiction EVER so please don't comment cruel things but please comment what I can do better :) I'm not sure if I can update so often but I'll try ;) And sorry for my spelling. I'm not so good at english. And the chapters maybe not will be so long but who cares? :)

And I just gotta say that I am SOOO in love with James Maslow so it will be alot him ;) I really love Carlos, Kendall and Logan to but it's something speciall about James :)

ENJOY! :D

// James Pov //

"Carlos!" I screamed with anger in my voice. "Get down here right now!" Carlos looked up from the balcony.

"No!" he said cring. I heard the door open behind me. I turned around and saw Kendall. He looked at me.

"He won't get down......" I said quiet. Kendall shook his head... Slowly.

"It's Carlos... He's not so hard to get down..." Kendall walked up to me. His hands touched my shoulders and turned me around. "Get up, and get him!" I ran up the swirly slide. But when I came up he hit me! Honesty I think he broke my nose!

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWW!" I screamed. I really wanted to hit him back, but how? He was like my own brother! My heart coulden't hit him, but my brain said something else. I hited him in the stomach. Carlos looked up at me.

"I never...... wanna see you again..." he said with that dark voise he can have sometimes. I stared at him. Did he really say that?! We've been friends seen... As long as I can remember! I looked into his eyes. He really did mean it! I slide down the swirly slid as fast as I could, I ran out of the apartment.

"What happend!?" I heard Kendall yell after me. I didn't care.

At the loby I almost ran into Camille. I stoped but I didn't look up at her. She looked me in my eyes. Or... she tried but I didn't let her. I guess she saw that I cried.

"What happend James?" she said and hugged me. I cried into Camilles shoulder. I never wanted to let her go. She had helped me through many hard situations. It feeled like we hugged like forever. Until....

"James?" It was Logan. I let go of Camille and turned around. I could barely see anything. I really wanted to stay and tell him what happend, but I couldn't. I started to run out of the Palm Woods to find my car. I was the only one who had a light blue car so it wasn't so hard. I jumped into it and started to drive. I drived and drived and drived.... Who knows where? The only thing I could think of was Carlos hard words... "I never wanna see you again..."

At the moment I just find out what it was. It was Jennifer!

I could see something in front of me. It looked like a truck! The truck didn't slow down... Either did I. The truck drived into my car and I collapsed, with the truck over me....

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// OMG! JAMES! What's gonna happen to him! *cries a bit* He can't die! It was hard to wright that so don't hate on me!

James... if you die.... I'M GONNA KILL YOU! Eeem.... no... thats not possible... then he's alreready dead... Anyway! DON'T DIE!

I'll try to wright the next chapter soon ;)