Gone (Day and Itt story)

Found you

It has been over a week, Itt is still staying at the house and he is enjoying himself. He still misses Day and he thinks about his friend a lot but it's nice to have some time alone. He found a restaurant not far from his home and he walks there every evening. The food is delicious and they have cakes. But Itt didn't buy cake yet, it feels wrong to buy a cake without Day being there and scolding him about not eating properly.

Itt asks himself if Day is missing him and if he is still angry. He knows that Day hates it when Itt disappears like this but he hopes that Night and Gear take good care of him. Itt also wonders about his parents and what Day told them.

Did he tell them the truth ore made he up some lie about where Itt is.

Itt shakes his head, of course day didn't tell them the truth. He wouldn't want to worry his parents.

Itt knows Day sees his parents as his own and he also knows that his mom and dad love Day. Itt feels lucky that his parents and the rest of his family like Day so much and that no one has a problem with Day and Itt have a relationship even to they are both man. Itt knows that not everyone feels the same about this kind of things.

Look at his friend, his mom told him to leave after he told her about his feelings.

Itt tries to shake of the sad feeling he gets when he thinks about his friend. He tries to keep the good times in his head and not the sadness.

There is a knock at the door and Itt gets up. He wonders who it could be because there is no one around here.

When he opens the door he sees P Payu standing there, he is alone.

P Payu what are you doing here and where is nong Rain? Itt looks surprised he didn't expect Payu to come here again.

Hello Itt, can I come in I have something I want to talk with you about.

Itt steps back and lets Payu in. I was just getting myself something to eat do you want something to P Payu?
Payu nods his head and sits down on the couch.

How have you been Itt, I wasn't sure you would still be here but I wanted to try because I had a question for you.

Itt sits down in a chair and puts down a plate of fruits on the table.

Yes I'm still here P Payu, I like the quietness and I don't mind being alone. What did you want to ask me?

Well you told me before that there was a chance that I knew your boyfriend because we are in the same line of work. You also told me that a friend of yours owns a race track. I want to know is this friend Nan? And if he is your friend does that mean that Day is your boyfriend?

Itt feels his hands tremble, how did you find that out P Payu? I didn't give you a lot of information and they aren't the only once with a racetrack and a garage. Also the garage doesn't belong to Day but to my father.

Payu smiles, let's say I have my ways of finding out his kind of things. I also recognized your name somewhere and I was curious if you where the same person so I asked around al little. It wasn't difficult to find out who your boyfriend was because he doesn't keep it a secret.

P Payu, did you tell anyone about where I am? Because if you did Day will find out en he will come here to take me back. And I'm not sure if I'm ready for Day to find me.

I didn't tell anyone about your whereabouts Itt. I promised Rain that I would talk to you first so I could have the whole story. So can you explain to me why you run away from Day? Did he hurt you or is he mean to you?

Itt sighs softly, I will tell you but you have to promise me that you won't do anything. I love Day and I know he loves me to.

After that Itt tells Payu everything just leaving some details out of the story. When he is done talking Payu stays silent for a while.

You know when I first saw Rain I knew I wanted to have him. I didn't act like a nice guy because he was so innocent and I liked that about him.

Not every relationship starts of nice and the only thing we can do about that is learn from it. It's important to talk to each other about his kind of things and it's important to listen to each other. I had to learn that to because I didn't know how to. Rain and I are still learning how to love each other and sometimes we fight.

What I'm trying to say Itt is that I understand why you run away from Day but I hope you will give him another chance.

Itt feels his eyes burn and this time he doesn't stop the tears from falling down his face. I really miss Day P Payu,I can't sleep and alto I like having time for myself I rater spent this time with Day.

Itt do you need me to tell Day where he can find you? I can do that for you it would be easy because I know Nan.

Itt looks up and thinks about it for a moment. He doesn't want to go back home. He feels safe in this house and he likes being here. But that doesn't mean that he wants to stay here alone.

Yes P Payu can you do that for me? I want Day to come to me even to I'm scared that he will be angry with me.

Payu gets up from the couch. Well then I will go home and meet up with Nan, I will tell him where Day can find you so please stay here and don't run of again.

Payu smiles and taps Itt on the cheeks, you know you remind me of my boyfriend. He can be stubborn like you but he loves me a lot. He run away from me before but he told one of his friends where they could find him and his friend Sky so Prapai and I found him the same day. Payu chuckles, my boyfriend can be really stupid if he wants to but I think that he did this on purpose so we would find them quickly.

Take care of yourself Itt and don't think too much, I'm sure Day will be happy to see you again.

P Day P Day, P Nan is here and he told me he knows where P Itt is.

Day looks up from his laptop, it has been almost two weeks since the last time he saw Itt and Day still doesn't know where to find him. He had promised Night that he would hold back and not get angry with Itt and he know that's the only way he will get Itt back. But he really misses him and it makes him angry and worried. He had to lie to Itt's parents and he told them that Itt was staying at Nicks vacation home.

Day gets up from the chair and walks out in to the hall.

Nan where did you find Itt? I looked everywhere but I couldn't find him.

Day a friend of mine told me where to find him. Apparently they met him when he was on a vacation with his boyfriend and two of his friends.

Nan felt like it was important to tell Day that Payu already had a boyfriend so Day wouldn't get jealous because Itt talked to another man.

Tell me Nan, where can I find my boyfriend.

He is staying at house he owns. It belonged to a friend of Itt who passed away a couple of years ago. Apparently this friend gave Itt the deed after he passed away. No one knows they have this house, not even Nick knows about it.

Why didn't he tell me he had a friend who passed away and why didn't he tell me about his house.

I think P Itt didn't tell you about his house because of this reason P Day. He needed a place where he could be alone if he wanted to.

Nan give me the information about his house I'm going to find Itt and take him back home.

P Day please be nice to P Itt you promised me that you wouldn't get angry with him when you found him. Just talk to him and listen to why he run away.

Don't worry about it Night I promised you didn't I? I won't get mad and I will listen to Itt's reasons. But it's all up to him how he reacts when he sees me.

I'm going, I don't know when I will be back so call Gear to stay with you. Nan thank you for telling me where I can find Itt.

Night I call you when I found Itt.