Gone (Day and Itt story)

Gone

Night where is Itt? I can't find him and he is not in our room. I have to talk about this morning to explain to him why I did what I did.

Night looks up from his work, I don't know P Day I haven't seen him after he left the living room this morning. I thought he went outside to take some fresh air. After that I had to go to school and Gear had to go to work. When I came back he wasn't here but I thought he was upstairs resting.

He didn't tell you where he was going? Day asks his little brother in a fierce voice.

No I'm sorry P Day he didn't tell me anything just that I didn't have to worry and that everything would be fine.

He couldn't have gone far because his car is in the driveway and his phone is in the bedroom. Day sighs and sits down. If he isn't back soon I will go to Neil and Nick to ask if they know where Itt went.

At the same moment Itt parks his car on the driveway of a little house surrounded by trees. It's a cute house with a nice view and there weren't any other houses nearby.

Itt grabs his bag and walks to the house, he opens the door and walks in. It has been a long time and the house feels cold and lonely. As Itt turns on the heater he thinks about the owner of the house.

The house belonged to a friend of Itt. A few years ago this friend died suddenly, Itt was the only one who knew about this house because his friend brought him here often. This was there little hide out when they didn't want to talk to their parents. After his friend died Itt got a envelope with a letter a key and the deed for the house. In the letter his friend told him to take good care of the house because he really loved coming there with Itt.

Itt knew his friend was in love with him and after a long time Itt found out that he felt the same but by then he was too late.

Itt puts down his bag and walks in to the living room. He didn't change a thing after his friend died. He wanted to keep his friends memories alive by keeping the house. Day doesn't know anything about this and Itt wasn't ready to talk about it. Maybe it's one of the reasons why Itt is scared that Day would leave him. And now he is the one that left Day.

Finally Itt allows himself to cry about Day, about the way he makes him feel like he is just a small kid who isn't worth a thing. How different was it with his friend who loved him and made him feel like he was worth all the love in the world.

After a while Itt walks to the bedroom he shared with his friend, the house only has one bedroom and one bed where they always slept together. They never did anything to each other except for cuddling sometimes. Itt sits down on the bed he feels empty and maybe he even misses Day a little. But he also knows that he has to keep it together. If he goes back now Day will just be angry and nothing will change.

Day walks out of Neils and Nicks house, he is convinced that Nick doesn't know where Itt went. The longer Itt is gone the angrier Day gets but he is also a little worried. What if something happened to Itt, what if someone tried to take Itt away from him. Or what if Itt found someone else he liked.

Day Knows that Itt loves him but he also knows he isn't always easy. He can get a little angry sometimes and then he lashes out like this morning with the cake. Day still thinks Itt was lying about not feeling good but he feels a little sorry for the way he handled his anger.

Night and Gear are waiting for him when he comes home. They are sitting at the table and there is food.

P Day sit down and eat something, you haven't eaten anything after you came back from work. I'm worried that you will get sick, I made rice with shrimp please eat something. Day sits down and grabs a plate with food, he isn't really hungry but he doesn't want to make Night worry about him.

After they ate Day looks at Night and Gear.

Tell me the truth, I know that Itt told you where he was going. You better tell me right now so I don't get any angrier.

Night looks at Gear and then he looks at Day. P Day, P Itt left I don't know where he went because I told him not to tell me. I can't lie to you and this way I don't have to.

Days slams his fist on the table. Why didn't you tell me that he left, why didn't you call me when you knew he wanted to go. You should have stopped him Gear, you're stronger than he is why didn't you do anything.

Gear looks at Day, I'm sorry Day but Itt is my friend and I'm not going to stop him from making his own choices I leave that to you. Itt told us that he would be safe and that's enough for me. He said he needed some time to think about you and him and about why he loved you. You are the one that made him run away because you act like he is your dog and not your boyfriend.

Gear please don't talk to P Day like this he is still my brother.

Yes Night I know he is your brother but Itt is my friend and it's time that Day hears the truth. He is acting like a asshole and he has been for a while now. I thought after everything that happened he would chance but apparently I was wrong. I won't let Day do this to Itt anymore, if he really loves him he should act like that.

Day looks at Gear, his eyes angry. Don't talk about things you don't understand Gear. You know how difficult Itt can be and you know that I have to be like this for him to listen to me.

I know that Itt can be difficult but he is still a human and aren't you the one who made him like this. You took away his pride and made him in to the person he is today. He can't even leave the house on his own. You put a tracker in his car and phone and that's why he left them here. You are acting like he is your toy to play with when you feel like it.

Did you even know that today was your anniversary? That's why he asked you to take a day of work. He planned everything himself, the movies a dinner and Night and I would go to my parents so we wouldn't disturb you guys. But you got angry and almost choked him to dead with a cake because you thought he was being difficult.

Day is silent for a moment and then he gets up. You're saying that he planned everything for us? Then why didn't he tell me I would have taken the day of if he had been honest.

P Day he wanted to be a surprise, he thought you remembered that it was your anniversary but you forgot. Don't put the blame in P Itt because you are the one who is wrong. And what Gear said is true you are so mean to P Itt. He is always scared to making you angry so he tries to do everything you want because he loves you.

Gear Night I have to find him tell me where he is. I promise I won't do anything to him but I have to talk to him about this. Just tell me where I can find him I know you know.

We don't know P Day, P Itt only told us that he would be safe but he didn't tell us where he was going.

He couldn't have gone far he is scared to go on the taxi by himself and his car is still in the driveway.

Gear looks at Night behind Day's back and shakes his head. They both know better than to tell Day that Itt has another car stocked away somewhere.