My Everything 2

12

When Remus came back after he'd recovered from the full moon, they told him about what happened.

Later, Severus went to Lily so he could vent about what happened. Since he'd already told her about what happened before and she was very aware of his situation with James, she was the only one he could vent to.

Both, while agreeing that what Peter and Sirius had done was incredibly stupid, were disappointed that they hadn't seen the other James themselves.

After the holidays, after many many hours of persuasion they managed to get James and Severus to agree to a little experiment.

"This is disturbing." Sirius said with a cringe twisting his features while Remus just stared and Lily flushed.

"It's fascinating is what it is."

The common room was empty. The night before Severus spent the night in the Gryffindor dorms. Lily cast the spell on Severus and Remus cast it on James, since Sirius had vehemently refused to do it again after what happened last time.

Now, the common room is empty. They were sitting in the seating area of the room, with Sirius, Peter, Remus and Lily on the couch to the left, James and Severus on the couch to the right and... the other James and Severus on the armchair in front of them. Severus was perched on James' lap, arms wrapped around the other double's neck as he stared down with loving onyx eyes, while James kept biting and kissing at the other other double's neck his hands slowly stroking down the raven's back while his eyes glowed with lust.

"I love you James." Severus said and James pulled him in closer to his lap.

"Do you Severus? How much do you love me?"

"More than anything."

James let out a shuddering breath against the raven's neck, "I want to take you apart and I want to hear you screaming my name as I do, would you like that Sev?"

"Yes, Jamie. I want it so badly."

Peter, Sirius, Remus and Lily all looked over to the real James and Severus. Both of whom had gone a bright red as they stared at their doubles in pure horror. Severus let his head drop so his hair would cover his face as he became even redder. James awkwardly cleared his throat as he shifted a bit on the couch.

"Okay, I'll say it." Lily said sitting up a bit more in her seat, trying to ignore the doubles as they continued to feel each other up and whisper all sorts of horrifying fantasies to each other.

"You two are together, right? So if this is what you want then-"

"That! Is not what I want." Severus said very clearly almost glaring at his friend, Lily arched a brow before gesturing to the two in the armchair.

"Deepest desires come to light?"

"Lily has a point." Remus added, "I mean, it's not like we'd stop you from doing... that so, at the very least James I thought you'd want to-"

"I don't want that either!"

They all looked at each other, Peter was next to speak.

"Then what do you want?"

James and Severus shared a look before the Slytherin answered, "I am not having this discussion in front of them."

"Agreed."

Lily let out a sigh, "Fine, we'll go." She got up from her seat and Remus got up as well. "Lunch is in an hour, we'll meet you in the Great Hall?"

Severus said nothing and James just nodded, "Yeah."

Peter and Sirius got up as well. Sirius gave the two in the arm chair a look, "You should probably do something about those two."

They left the room out the portrait hole. James waited until he heard it close before he spoke.

"I like you as you are Sev, I don't want you to change." The Gryffindor took a deep breath, "It's just... sometimes, it'd be nice if you told me that you liked me."

Severus looked up at him, his lips pursed for a brief moment, "I already told you."

"I'd like to hear it more often. I know there's no one else I'd rather be with, but sometimes I'm not sure if you feel the same or if you're just here because you think you have to be." James admitted and Severus looked away again as the other continued, "I haven't forgotten how this all started, I practically blackmailed you into all of this-"

"You didn't swear me to any oath that night. If I didn't want to be around you then I wouldn't be, you're not making me do anything." Severus said still not looking at the other. "If I didn't want you touching me, I wouldn't let you. If I didn't want to kiss you then I wouldn't let you do it."

"But-"

And then Severus suddenly moved from his side of the couch until he was right beside the Gryffindor, hand braced on the back of the couch while the other was on the seat. "You're a spoiled arrogant brat, if I didn't want you then you wouldn't have me." And then he reached out to take James hand and brought it up to his cheek, "What I need from you is to show me, how you feel. Show me how much you love me and I'll show you as well."

James blinked and felt his flush return full force as the Slytherin spoke, Severus' voice dropping to a whisper, "I've never... I want to feel wanted."

The chaser swallowed hard, "I need to hear you say it. So, say it Severus."

Severus let out a soft breath, leaned in and whispered against James' ear.

"I love you James."

James felt his chest fill with warmth and he immediately wrapped his arms around the raven to draw him close as whisper back just as softly, "I love you too Severus."

Both leaned in and kissed, that's when the room suddenly filled with bright light and loud humming filled the air. They quickly broke apart and looked up to find the two on the armchair were gone. Severus started to smile a little, he let out a scoff only to gasp when James moved and he was suddenly on his back on the couch with the Gryffindor on top of him; hands braced on either side of the Slytherin's head.

"James-"

"You said I could have you, right?" James asked with a cheeky grin and Severus rolled his eyes hard.

"Are you asking for a charmed invitation?"

James laughed as he closed the distance between them, "You know, I could just make you ask for it." He let once of his arms moved down over Severus' chest to the edge of his jumped and moved in under his shirt.

Severus paused, "James-"

"But you'd have to ask me really nicely Sev."

"James-"

"I'd need you to say please too."

"James!"