STRAYKIDS X READER IMAGINES.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEASON 2- Hwang hyunjin

About: depression, stressed, emotions, etc.

"Your eyes says it all y/n" your mom said while staring at your eyes.

You just ignore her and start walking away. She hold your arm looking at you worriedly.

"Stop worrying me y/n" she said while still staring at you. "Mom I'm okay" you said while looking down.

"Did you even know how worried I am? I saw you getting lonely at school y/n..stop pretending you're okay" Your mom said. You chuckled and looked at her.

"Since when did you get worried about me?" You said still looking down. "You already know, then why are you just ignoring it?" You said and looked up to face your mother who is now looking down.

"Do you even know I suffer so much this days?" You said while staring at her. She looked up.

"I am sorry my daughter.." She said. "Since when did I became your daughter? I never been your daughter mom." You said while removing her hands around your arms.

"I-" she was about to say something but his boyfriend came.

"Hey baby" he said while smiling. "Your boyfriend is here, I'm going" you said grabbing the car keys and left. Her mom silently sobbed.

His boyfriend comforted him saying "everything is gonna be okay"

Meanwhile you who are now driving. Over thinking everything.

"Shit this life" you said cursing. You felt your tears streaming down. You chuckled forcefully then you wiped your tears aggressively.

"Since when did she cared about me? How stupid" you said while smiling sadly. "I wanna die so bad.." You said then sobbed. Still eyes on the road.

You are now at the beach chilling. It's already midnight.

"Dad.. How are you there?" You said murmuring. "Do you know.. My life become more worsened when you leave me?" You said. The warm tears streaming down to your face.

"How can you leave me like that?" You said then sobbed. "If only you knew how much I missed you..dad... Please come back... Please take me with you too" you said then start crying with all your heart. You screamed.

"AAHH I HATE THIS LIFE!" You said start kicking the water. Feeling the cold water against your feet. You sobbed loudly. "HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!! WHY DO I FEEL MORE STRESSED WITHOUT YOU?!?! DAD?!?!! PLEASE TAKE ME WITH YOU, I WANNA DIE TOO!!!" You said screaming. You don't care if people is around you. You don't care when people thinking you are weird.

You just wanted to scream and shout and let it all out. All your anger, sadness.

"I hate you.." You said then start sobbing. Your legs weakened. You are now sitting at the sand. Looking at the sky.

"I miss you..dad" you said while hugging yourself. But suddenly someone tapped your shoulder.

"Hey..." The person said. You looked up and while sniffing.

"You were screaming, and I thought something happened to you... Are you okay?" He asked. You just nodded looking away slowly. He smiled and sit beside you.

"Why are you screaming and crying?" He asked. You just ignore the questioned then start sobbing.

He looked at you worriedly and start patting your back.

"I know that, the situation you were in is very depressing, I also been there too, luckily I survived." He said while chuckling sadly.

"And you know what's funny? She kinda reminds me of you" he said looking at you.

"Who?" You said. "I have this lover... She was dead actually" he said while chuckling sadly.

"I have this friends...those friends betrayed me.. They...they are planning to get her.. But instead.. They killed her in front of me.." He said while stopping his tears.

"I was suffering. I was trying not to be weak..i tried.." He said. "But I know she will not be back..but..i know she will be" he said looking at you wit full of tears.

"What?" You said confusely. "Can I ask your name?" He asked. "My name is y/n" you said.

His eyes soften. He was shock. You didn't know why is he shock.

"May I ask your name too?" You said.

"My name is hyunjin" he said still in shock. You just nodded and look away. "Don't you remember me?" He said while still stopping his emotions. You just shrugged staring at the sky.

But suddenly you felt a hug beside you. "Y-Y/n I have been waiting for you like a years!!! Why you didn't tell me-" he said. But you interrupted him by pushing him away from you. Looking at him strangely.

"Sorry.. I don't know you.. Why are you hugging me?" You said looking at him. His heart broked.

"Y-you didn't remember me?" He asked. "Do I need to know you? Are you my relative?" You asked. He just looked at you.

He felt so sad about it. Because you didn't remembered him. His heart broke into million pieces. His gaze become more saddened.

"You didn't..." He murmurs. You looked at him in confusion.

"What do you me-" you were about to continue but he stopped you.

"Sorry for disturbing you y/n, I was very happy to meet you, I hope I will meet you again, but I need to go" he said standing up, deep inside he just wanna stay here with you. You just nodded. Not showing any emotions.

Hyunjin walked away with tears in his eyes streaming against his cheeks. He wipes his tears.

"She is alive, but she doesn't remember me" he said while sobbing. "Tsk.. Hyunjin..." He said to himself.