Whew, okay I might get a little emotional writing this chapter, but as y'all see I was born with a "Celft Lip" and "Cleft Palate". I was bullied when I was younger , oh God I hated the way I looked ... I use to cry, I use to wish I look like my friends , I remember being so angry with God because of my appearance , I had my first surgery at 5 months it was a risky surgery but my mom and dad but their faith into God , I also have a grandmother who's a paster she prayed for me everyday cause not only I'm dealing with a surgery but I also have Sickle Cells Disease, yes I know I'm strong , the last crisis I had I was in highschool.... it hurts so bad, like literally the worst pain in the world. I also had my second surgery when I was in 5th grade in Oklahoma City, they did my Cleft Palate I had a hole on my mouth and they took some bone from my chin and placed it in my mouth, weird right? Im glad they closed that hole up because at the time I use to have really bad nose bleeds and it was come from my nose to my mouth because of that hole, GOD I HATED IT . It took a while for me to love and accept me for who I am, its crazy because I went from being so insecure to " CAN'T NO BITCH TELLLLL ME NOTHINGGGGGGG" lol like my confidence is so high its so ridiculous, cause like I literally said "can't no bitch tell me nothing" and I stamped that, I just accepted the fact that God made me with a lil razzle dazzle to make me stand out , and truth to be told I'm so inlove with the scar on my lip from my cleft lip , I find myself admiring it all the time . Trust me I aint neverrrrrrrrrrrrrr fuckingggggg everrrrrr had a hard time getting any nigga I want ok? When I tell you these niggas love them some Yunna , I promise if I dropped my pussy on the floor them niggas coming to pick it up with their mouth, YOU HEAR ME? lol but that's the tea , IM THAT BITCH , I OVER CAME ALOT OF SHIT , the same bitches and niggas that bullied me is the same mother fuckers who wanna be in my life , crazy how shit works right? By the way thank you Dr.Jennifer and Dr.Kevin Smith y'all absolutely did an amazing job with my surgeries.
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Diary Of A Fed Up Bitch
Short Storypast situations , friendships, relationships are brought back up...