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Okay, okay , okay I know I said I was done dating in Tulsa but I was serious foreal I was single for a year and 8 months until this worst of a headache nigga came around, lol don't get me wrong I aint never think I would love a nigga the way I loved my first love .. y'all know when they say a girl go through 3 stages with the love shit? the first love is the person you meet when you was younger which I met Rayshawn at 15, and the second love you gone learn your lessons and all this other bullshit, then your third love will be the guy molded exactly for you? Yea, Vernon is my second phase of love. It literally took a lot for me to fuck with him because for one these niggas aint bout shit out here, secondly I was moving ,and third I was really at peace , I didnt want no problems , especially when it came to that love shit, I went to sleep every night not worried about getting cheating on, or if a nigga sleeping around on me. Yall I was sooooo standing on business , but he inboxed me sometimes around September in 2022 , now y'all no lie I got a thang for them dread heads, and a dark skin tall ass nigga, it was already a "green light" and then when I went too snooping on his page bitch the golds what got me, so I'm like let me do a little digging cause he made it known that he wanted something serious with me , but I could go out like that without getting the scoop, I didn't know him , I just knew he was a blood gang member , lol I love them blood niggas, but any how....so I'm asking my homegirls have they ever heard of him , they told me no but they knew his brother, so I didn't hear anything bad about him so it definitely gave him a 50/50 chance of me fucking with him. Then he was so consistent ,I was getting the morning texts, the comments under every picture I posted, the phone calls, like all of that . We link for the first time and it was everything , the first link make it official cause yeah you my nigga now, I like too feel energy in person, cause I gotta see how you really feel and how you really coming . So yeah he past the vibe check... months goes by now we deep in with eachother... that's when I start seeing this nigga flaws, he was friendly as fuck on Facebook, he stay trynna make bitches laugh .... like bitch they aint paying you too be a Facebook comedian .Yall I hated it , it went from him being friendly to him being under bitches pictures , to him fucking with another bitch while dealing with me, first thing first Facebook gone let you fucking know everything, and when I put 2 and 2 together bitch I become 80 degrees hot....I snapped out on this nigga , boom left him alone because remember I was telling y'all I was already not fucking with these niggas out here.... BUT FUCK I DID MISS THE DICKKKKK, I was strong though for a few weeks , I mean yeah he kept trynna get my attention , and I mean yeah I did respond sometimes but it was basically telling him that he fucked up and allat, then it lead to him apologizing, then boom we started talking again, made up ,now we're back together, and now my guard up even more, but its crazy because I started gaining feeling for him and I hated it , I hated it sooooo fucking bad , I'm a Libra , we love extremely hard , if you know then you know ... then no lie the make up sex was everything , the biggest horse in my lifeeeeeeee... I'm gone stay on that farm until I feel like I need to leave ... lol I do need to leave though but this aint bout that hear me out... listen I've been dealing with this nigga for 8 months now, aint never fucking everrrrrrrrrrrrr had to disrespect a nigga like I do him , he just bring out a different type of side of me cause you know when you feel played , or when you know a nigga trynna act dumb it makes you wanna put your hands on them right? RIGHT!! that's him....... like don't get me wrong he don't hit me back, nor he don't disrespect me back , lol that what I love about him, cause he know I be mad , and when I say hurtful shit he know I dont mean it , but still I be telling him when I move on foreal he gone feel it, and that when I start doing me I don't wanna hear shit, but yall know how niggas be he send me threats like "OTS , I KNOW WHERE YOU STAY..DONT PLAY WITH ME YUNNA", or its always "ON MY LIFE LET ME SEE OR CATCH YOU DOING SOMETHING ILL HURT YOU" like niggas don't want you to fuck with nobody while they out here fucking with everybody.... man yall know how these niggas be, lol it be so fucking lame. I be trying to have a lil hope on him getting his shit together cause man he too fucking grown to be wanting to have hoes, and making bitches laugh on Facebook, y'all know a nigga know you crazy when he say "I'm about to come over and man don't be trynna fight me either"? NAWWW BITCH IM FINNA SHOW YOU SUMMMM, lol yall im telling ya this nigga gone learn when to quit fucking with me, he be swearing on his lifeeeee he love me and he aint gone never leave me alone, but that's the thing im too good of a bitch for him, I know he aint gone leave anyways this nigga loveeeeeeee this coochi , he absolutely adore fattttt ma, had a niggaaa sleeping in it, lmfaoooooooooo, NO TEA NO SHADE he inlove me with and even though I might seem like the crazy on, this nigga crazy too, don't let nothing I'm saying fool y'all , I get threats everyday cause of the shit I post, I mean he do too , he be all types of bitches from the moment I wake up and see some shit I don't like , lol oh fucking well, its alot of shit I do wanna say , but this a current situation I'm still in..... so Ian even gone say to much because I'm still trying to figure out everything, but when a girl is fed up, she's fed up and there is no coming back after that and I tell his ass that all the time....but lol no lie lol I talked to him last night we good for right now and I low-key miss him so I'm finna go pull up lol , im toxic , I know .. "my man my man , my no good ass man" lmfaoooooo y'all I'm sickkkkkkk, but he sick too so I guess we just sick together, y'all know when y'all be saying "bitches don't stand on shit when they be talking about a nigga" LMFAOOO that's so me right now, but don't get it fucked up THATS ONLY FOR RIGHT NOW cause he know ill leave his ass , I did it before and ill do it again.. but anywho let me go pul up on my man real quick... talk too y'all later
