Diary Of A Fed Up Bitch

True Colors

Im not gone lie every friend I had I was a pure sucker for, just like you bitches can be heads over heels bout a nigga y'all can be that way towards your friends... I've always been that type of friend, speaking of that I meet my third best friend Amari while training at a store called Kum & Go... I gotta tell y'all this story first before I get into my second best friend that I had....I really need to know y'all thoughts on this situation because this shit blew me LIKE SERIOUSLYYYYYY...so like I said we meet in training at this gas station called Kum & Go every since then we been locked innnnnnn , I'm talking bout texting everyday, being on the phone , til us being roommates , to use creating a YouTube channel together , I cared and loved this bitch deeply because I was going through a real bad toxic situation that she helped me escape from, that's a different story for a different day , me and Amari had sooooo many plans, we stilled worked at Kum & Go but after training we was sent to different stores , which that didn't make a difference because we stayed together , so we would see each other after work. Our friendship was sooooo tight, the love was there, everything we so genuine , well .... at least I thought until the day before Mothers Day , y'all please pay close attention to this story and please give me your honest comments below on what you think about this situation ......so at the time I didn't have a car so usually how I would get to work was Ubering and sometimes Amari would drop me off when we both work mornings , Mothers Day was coming up and we wanted to get our mothers something , so I ordered my mom some chocolate covered strawberries, me and Amari playing around the house as we usually do , you know... doing best friend shit , it getting closer to midnight so I was telling her my plans for the next day, I was telling her that I was gone uber home shower , then go uber to get my moms strawberries , her exact words was " uhh uht bitch just wait til I get off and ill take you too get them" I'm like "okay bitchhh sayless" , see the reason I was gone go uber was because she was getting off late , and I'm very considerate with peoples time and energy, plus me and my bitch been working doubles , literally.... I just wanted my bitch to rest , was I bad friend for that ? So the next day rolls over I get up shower, brush my teeth, wash my face and get dressed , I always let my bestie know when I'm leaving , so I goes in her room she's half sleep of course and I tell her that im leaving and I love her .... hours goes by I'm at work, she's at work , we stayed texting eachother , laughing , and playing around per usual... its time for me to get off the clock, I uber home , shower , and waiting for Amari to come home . She got off around 7pm or 8pm .. I really don't remember but it was late, she got home , got in the shower and rolled her blunt and she told me she was ready, so us as best friends we still playing around , in the car singing Rod Wave , like this bitch literally loves Rod Wave she wouldn't play anything else but his fat ass, so we in the car singing to the top of our lungs , we on the highway but all of as sudden her car slows down , but I'm thinking she using her breaks ..... but that was not the point , her car was like made in 1999 no tea no shade maybe a 2000.... but that's why she was working a lot of overtime to get a new vehicle...so I'm like what's going on? Usually she would have to put oil in her car... so I was hoping that was the problem, but no.. it wasn't her car finally fucking gave up... now we're on the side of the road , so I'm looking in my phone to call male friends someone that knew about cars, and she was on the phone with her ex-girlfriend at the time and look ....they been beefing hella hard so I was highly confused on why the fuck would she even call her for .... then on her birthday like she was gone stop and come help us, that bitch didn't give a fuck... so now I'm trying to ask Amari did she put any oil in her car and y'all she was ignoring me , I thought I was tripping .. maybe I wasn't speaking loud enough but if I can hear myself talk then bitch you heard me...... so I proceeded to say "you think you car needs oil , ill call a uber and have them take me" YALL SHE IGNORED ME AGAIN AND GOT ON THE PHONE AND CALLED HER MOM....I didn't know how the phone conversation went cause at this point bitch I'm getting mad , cause ITS JUST NOT YOU STUCK ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD BITCH , IM STUCK TOO WHAT THE FUCK....so I said " you acting weird as fuck, like what we doing , what ya moms say let me know , cause you sitting here taking ya anger out on me" she says " I'm not taking my anger out on you" blah blah blahhh, her mom and step dad pulls up they brought oil and jumping cables.... they tried everything NO FUCKING LUCK... y'all we left the house around 9 something , at the time her mom arrived and did all of that it was going on 11 something cause they stayed hours trying to help , so her mom says " baby your car is replaceable we can get you another car" and her ass get to saying shit like " IM NOT LEAVING MY CAR IDC IDC IDC" , her mom was literally a sweetheart foreal , she tells her " baby its cold out here , let me take y'all home and we'll see about the car tomorrow " y'all guess what this weird bitch say " Ima stay but you can take her come cause I don't got time" , YALL SHOULD'VE FUCKING SEEN MY FACE.... I'm like "HUH", her mom just shakes her head... and Amari walks to the car, so I goes to the car and was like " girl idgaf about your attitude, I'm not finna leave you on the side of the road by yourself" like for one bitch its late as fuck , secondly its 2020 and you got a fucking 1999-2000 car BRO IT WAS BOUND TO FUCKING HAPPEN, THIRDLY you NOT FINNA GET ON FACEBOOK AND CALL ME A BAD ASS FRIEND BECAUSE I LEFT YOU BY YOURSELF ON A FUCKING HIGHWAY, not finna happen, y'all this girl BEGGED AND BEGGED ME TO LEAVE , I didn't ... her mom and step dad left , now we're in the car , we not speaking to eachother none of that, its literally 12:30 am now , I called my mom and tell her what was going on , mind y'all my mom had to be up for work at 7am literally , I was scared as fuck to call my mom , y'all know how black moms is about their sleep the fuck, especially when they had to be in the next couple hours , so my mom and her boyfriend came from all the way from Sand Springs to help us, its getting cold as fuck now .... they show up, Amari still in the driver seat with a attitude , my mom boyfriend trying to get in the car too see the issue but Amari isn't trying to let him , which pissed me off because what's the point??? My mom kept saying "what y'all wanna do because its really late out here , no one is finna come to us and fix a car this late" I kept telling my mom that I don't wanna leave her , then Amari keeps assisting that I leave , and now I'm getting irritated as fuck because bitch you acting weird , its cold as fuck out here , I got sickle cells , I was not trying to get for no fucking body ... she was being soooooo stuck up and rude , and I just said fuck it , I'm leaving , I got in the car with my mom, and my mama said " Well Yunna, get ready cause she about to feel some type of way that you left her" my exact response was " Mama, at this point I don't even care ,  her mom begged her to go home, I begged her , you begged her , at this point she a grown ass woman, then on top of that she treating me weird as if I'm the reason why her car stopped". My mom dropped me off to me and Amairs apartment , as soon as I made it I called Amari ......no answer....... I called her again.......no answer, so I called her mom , her mom picks up and we're talking about the situation, and her mom understood where I was coming from and told me to give her time..... y'all I stayed up for hours calling her phone , then something told me to get on Facebook and BOOM there it fucking was a status made from her 5 minutes ago " BITCHES ARE NOT REAL, THIS IS WHY I DONT HAVE NO FRIENDS"..... that was the exact words of the status .... y'all when I say I got soooooo fucking mad cause BITCH PLEASE BE FUCKING FOREAL....... I was tired of calling , I went too sleep , I heard her come in I didn't say shit , it was time for me to go too work but when she got up I think she thought I was gone , so she seen me and was like " I don't wanna do this roommate shit anymore " and went into her room , so I followed her in and was trying to get too the bottom of why she was acting like a weird slime ball ass bitch as if anything was my fault, then she get too saying  "YOU LEFT ME" BLAH BLAH BLAH, BITCH YOU TOLD ME TOO LEAVE YOU A MILLION TIMES AND I TOLD YOU NO, THEN YOU KEPT TREATING ME WRONG AS FUCK , ESPECIALLY WHEN YOUR MOM CAME AND TRIED TOO HELP , THEN YOU WAS RUDE TO MY MOM WHEN SHE CAME AND TRIED TO HELP, you fucking damn right bro.... you treated me like shit that whole fucking night ... I left , I went too my brother house Oshae and was telling him what was going on , and I was telling him that my feeling was hurt because I didn't deserve to be treated that way , y'all like I loved that bitch... dead ass, he kept telling me that we was gone be back cool and I told my brother not without a apology... as soon as I said that she texted me about a hairstylist that was bullshitting on her hair , and I'm sitting there confused because I'm not the type of bitch you can treat any type of way, like WE GONE TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED , we not finna act like shit didn't happen bro , no..... fuck that .... then she asked me when was I coming home so we could do a YouTube video, and I'm like is this bitch serious ? our first lil videos was genuine, the vibes was there, it gave real energy.... I'm not doing no YouTube video when feeling the way I'm feeling , now that would be faking for the camera, this aint that , my mind was everywhere y'all , no lie.... because I seen her true colors , she was mad cause I didn't make the YouTube video, oh well... who cares, the she texted me " are you still gone stay here or not " and I told her "no" because I don't just look past shit like that, I take my friendships very serious , and this was one of the ones I did care about .... I'm still confused on what I did wrong , but oh well it is what it is , life goes on.