Is This Even Possible?

Who Am I? That's A Good Question.

I'm so sorry cx

Don't kill me.

Chapter Nineteen

Who Am I? That's A Good Question.

April 3rd, 2014 - Lawrence General Hospital - 6:00 PM

The only noise in Dean Winchester's room was the whooshing of the ventilator and his own soft but strangled breathing. The rest of the family had left in despair a couple of hours ago, not believing that Dean was actually dying.

Though his charts showed that Dean had no brain activity what-so-ever, he was actually trapped inside his own mind.

Inside Dean's Mind.

"Dean." A voice was calling him softly, he could hear her. The voice was soft, quiet, gentle, and feminine.

"Dean." Son of a bitch, there it was again! Dean flicked his head to the left and to the right and no one came into his line of vision.

"Dean." Dean flipped around and saw a woman in light blue dress standing in front of him, radiating with pure energy.

"Dean Winchester. The boy who traveled from his dimension to another to save his brother's life." Dean stared confusingly at the woman for a second before a light bulb turned on.

"Donum Vivificantem. Gift Giver. Fate." He breathed out, his eyes widening."It hasn't been a year yet has it?" He asked.

She nodded and walked a few feet towards him.

"Indeed, it has been a year. How did you like it?" She asked with a fond smile.

"It was, great actually. I had a family who cared and didn't reject me, my little brother wasn't cursed, but I was. I didn't care to be cursed. The apocalypse didn't happen and Lucifer didn't rise. Demons here actually helped me, and Jo is alive. Just, everything is so much better than the other world." Dean said in one breath.

Donum smiled at him before saying gently, "I assume you want to stay then? Fair warning though Dean. Once you make up your mind, it's for life. Their is no turning back. That other universe would no longer exist." She stared at him sternly and Dean internally battled in his mind, but one side of him won faster than the others.

"I want to stay. I need to." He said with a gentle look in his eyes. Donum smiled and snapped her fingers. Nothing happened.

"Dean, you are permanently a part of this world. And, warning. When you wake up, you'll remember nothing of anything that has happened so far. Only when the time is right." She said.

Dean went to ask her what she was talking about when everything went dark.

Outside Dean's Mind.

April 18th, 2014 - Lawrence General Hospital - 2:30 AM

The man in room 235A woke up abruptly, and stood stock still in bed. He flung off the covers and made quick time in changing in a pair of nurse scrubs which were in the bathroom in his room. The man flicked his head outside the door and walked as fast as he could down the three flights of stairs to the ground floor and out in the mild warm air of night.

He walked for about a mile on the road leaving the highway until a car came into sight and offered him a ride. He had no idea why he left the hospital in a rush, he just felt that he needed to not be there.

He agreed to get in the car with the stranger and when the man asked him what his name was, his mind went blank.

"What?" He asked.