The Reason Why

Chapter 7

Chapter 7: Move On

SANA'S POV

I ran so fast away from him that day. Minari and Jihyo were shocked to see me huffing for breath inside the van. I just so wanted to cut all my connections with him. If that's the only thing that could stop our interactions.

For the next month, we've been busy preparing for our performances in some following award shows. It helped me. I didn't answer his texts and calls.

And it was kind of depressing but I had to endure because this is what I wanted. I wanted to avoid him. I wanted to avoid the man I like. And it was tiring.

The gayos came and we were about to see each other again. I was feeling excited because I just got a call from Bang Chan. Their group just debuted this year and he was sharing and asking for tips.

"Go ask Jihyo! She can help you as a leader!" That's what I told him before I ended the call, laughing. We're really close.

Our song was played so we entered the stage for the opening program. It was the time of 'Yes or Yes'. Smiling, I waved to the fans.

"Mina-yah, are you alright?" I heard Jihyo. So I went close to them and Minari seemed to be feeling unwell.

"Yes, yes. Just a little dizzy."

"TWICE!" The MC called our name and our ONCES cheered so loud! It made me even happier!

"BLACKPINK!" My smile twitched but it didn't disappear.

I just remembered him and Lisa. I wanna know what's their status already but due to me avoiding him, I don't know a single thing. Maybe, I'll ask Nayeon unnie.

As the MCs were talking, I tried to look at where he was. Their group was just beside Lisa's group. I smiled again as I diverted my attention to the audience.

"It's time to go, Mina. Can you?"

"Yes, I'm alright. I'll be fine."

Luckily, we were the closest group to the exit so it wasn't hard for our Minari. Jihyo already told our manager about her situation. We're now in the waiting room.

"What's wrong, Minari?" I embraced her to give comfort.

"I just feel a little unwell." My lips protruded when she said that. I know it's impossible, but I don't want anyone from us getting sick. It pains my heart. But we're all still normal human beings, capable of feeling all normal things.

"I need to go to the bathroom."

"I'll come with you Minari." I grinned as I encircled her waist with my arm. I also gripped her left hand with mine.

Don't worry, Minari. Unnie's got you.

We both excused from the people inside the waiting room. She did her business at the restroom and she thanked me as we went out.

Mina, our black swan, the most silent among us, has a boyfriend already. It didn't occur to me that among us, she and Tzuyu are the first ones to date. All of us have no experience when it comes to dating!

But here they are, dating handsome and good men from the most popular Kpop boy group. It's shocking if you'll know but it's an amazing truth!

"Minari, how's your love life?" And so, I asked. I was innocently curious.

"It's... alright. Why did you ask?"

"Nothing. I'm just curious about how it feels like to have one."

As I said, I have no experience. But I already kissed Bwi! I have confessed and met him at the coffee shop! But those were invalid because we're just friends. And so I wanted to know what it feels like to truly have one.