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dear heizou,
"..."
i'm sorry my love. i hope you're not crying when reading this.. you know everytime you're sad i'm sad too right?
"fuck you. you made me sad so be sad."
i already miss you.. please don't let me get in your way. go and live your life to it's fullest.
"how do you expect me to live my life if you're gone!? you're so stupid!"
heizou i know you're crying. you can cry but just know that i'm crying too. hmpf.
"fuck you."
i love you so much.. kind of upsetting i can't be with you anymore..
"kazuhaaa! you bitch! y-you don't want me to cry but you're m-making me cry!"
c'mon now don't be sad.. cheer up! keep smiling and be happy.
"you idiot.."
i love you so much heizou.. but please promise me something?
"fine."
go ahead and move on. don't let me get in your way. i'm dead now so crying everyday for me is useless. i won't be back anyways!
so go and find a new lover. start a new life with that person. i won't mind! as long as you're happy.. i'm happy too.
"..."
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knock knock
heizou heard knocking at the door. he went to check it revealing a girl with grass colored hair. "heizou. why are you crying?" the girl asked.
"...you're reading the letter again? heizou. it's been two months.." the girl said.
"i know. but- i just miss him." heizou replied endless tears falling down.
he felt someone hug him. "kuki.." he spoke as he hugged back. "hmm?" she replied still hugging heizou tightly.
"kazuha.. can i really not do anything to get him back anymore..?" heizou asked crying on the girl's shoulder.
"i don't wanna hurt you heizou.. but i'll say there's really nothing that can be done." shinobu said, tears forming in her eyes as well.
heizou sobbed onto the girl's shoulder. the girl then spoke, "heizou.. it makes me sad when you're like this."
'that's what kazuha always says..' the boy thought as he stopped crying, only soft sniffles left.
"heizou.. i'm not forcing you but you have to move on. please? as my bestfriend you should know that when you're sad i'm sad too right!?" kuki yelled.
'she's so much like him.. she's so caring.. just like..'
she broke the hug and held heizou's shoulders tightly. "heizou please move on! it's been long enough! i'm afraid of what might happen to you!" the girl yelled again tears dropping endlessly.
'just like the wind..'
'i'm afraid you might kill yourself!' the girl thought shaking of fear. but she did not dare to say that. she might just give him an idea.
"..."
"heizou.. please.."
'the wind.. just like.. kazuha..'
heizou held the girl's hand on his shoulder.
"i'll move on.." heizou replied giving the girl a soft smile. he hugged the girl patting her back. "i promise.." he said.
alright kazuha..
you win this time.
i'll promise you this..
i'll keep it.
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