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Tw: mentions of sh
Ships: Mina x momo
Plot: Mina finds out about momos habits

A/n if it says "he" somewhere ignore that this was originally for the sister book "boy group oneshots" 😭

Momos Pov:

I woke up to the sound of screaming and I immediately went to check it out. There I saw sana on the floor holding her right pinky.

"What's wrong why are you yelling!" I scolded.

"I broke my nail" she whimpered.

"Don't scream it's literally so early it's 2 am! go back and sleep Sana" I said as massaged my temples

I rolled my eyes and went back to my room.

As I laid down I started thinking bad thoughts again. I mean I have always hated my job as an idol and how it caused nothing but destruction to my body because of the harsh diets. I used to self harm but once Jihyo almost caught me I managed to stop for a while.

The bad part is that the urge has came back to haunt me, this night was the worst urge I've had in a long time.

Imagine all the pain you've caused to your members, my mind told me.

No one would catch me anyway it's 2 am

I had made my final decision.

I slipped out of bed and went to my desk, as I opened the second drawer I saw it. The blade that started it all.

I looked at my healed scars one final time before making the first cut. I haven't felt so free in such a long time. Not long after the first cut I  made a second, then a third. There was no stopping me now

Once I was done I had 10 new fresh cuts covering my wrists. I reached further into the same drawer and took out the bandages. I carefully wrapped them around my wrist to not make it sting that bad.

Of course it hurt but not as much as I imagined, the feeling of the blood pouring down from my wrist was so exciting.

When I was done with wiping of the blood from my desk as well as securing the bandage I went straight back to sleep hoping I wouldn't wake up again

————— 2 hours later————-

Once again I woke up. This time it wasn't sana screaming it was sounds coming from the the living room.

I went outside and saw Mina drinking drinking juice.

"Why are you up so early" I asked, she jumped a little, surprised because of my unannounced appearance.

"You startled me, isn't it obvious? I'm drinking" she said as she took another sip

"I asked why you are  up so late not what your doing" I said and scoffed

"Oh, I couldn't sleep" she answered.

"Right, may I join you?" I asked politely

"Sure,  I don't see anything wrong with you joining in on the orange juice drinking  I guess" Mina replied calmly

I smiled a bit on the inside. Me and Mina weren't the greatest of friends, we haven't had much time to talk to each other like the other members had.

As I sat down my wrist bandages got tangled into the side of the table.

I let out a small whimper as I grabbed my wrist in pain.

"Yo, are you okay?" Mina asked.

"Yupp, Sorry for startling you again, my wrist just got stuck" I apologised.