Cami:
"Naomi don't be scared." I said as we walked to the door.
"You don't understand!"
"I do understand! How do you think I felt when Grayson found out about me cutting?"
She bit her lip with empathy. "I'm sorry..."
I felt my eyes burning with tears. I turned around and unlocked the door.
"Are those Ethan's clothes?" She asked.
"Yeah." I mumbled.
"Why are you wearing Ethan's clothes?" She asked with a hint of jealousy.
"We're friends." I said with a 'duh' tone.
"Yeah..." She huffed under her breath.
I walked into the house and jogged upstairs.
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Naomi:
I followed Cami upstairs, but I stopped at Ethan's room.
Slowly I turned the knob.
"Ethan!" I squealed entergetically as I stepped inside of the dark room.
"Aye." He mumbled coolly.
I hugged him tightly. He wrapped his arms around me.
"Ethan I've missed you so mu-" I stopped when I saw Cami's clothes in the floor.
"Why are Cami's clothes in the floor?"
"She changed clothes in here."
"Where you in here while she changed?"
"No..."
"Ethan! Were you in here when she changed clothes?!" I said with a stern tone.
"NO! GODDAMN! I'M SO TIRED OF EVERYONE FUCKING ACCUSING ME!"
"ETHAN I WOULDN'T HAVE TO ACCUSE YOU IF YOU WEREN'T GUILTY!"
"I'M NOT GUILTY!"
"WHY DID I EVEN COME BACK?!"
"I DON'T KNOW! MAYBE BECAUSE I THOUGHT I MISSED YOU BUT APPARENTLY I WAS WRONG!"
I felt my eyes sting with tears. I sat Indian style on the floor and held my head in my hands. I raised my head up and stared at the closet.
"Why?..." I cried "why did I think... That we could ever love each other? That we could ever HAVE A FUTURE TOGETHER?!" I said between tears.
"I..." He sighed.
He came and sat beside me.
He put his index finger under my chin and pulled me in for a kiss.
It felt good to feel his lips against mine. Slowly he pulled away. I started playing with the carpet as I stared at it
"Naomi, baby, I have treated you so badly and I am so sorry. You don't deserve me. If you want to break up I could understand. I just want you to know that I do realize what I'm doing and I'm so sorry. I'm stupid for making you, much less anyone feel this way. I hate making you cr-"
"Yet you do it all the time." I interrupted him.
"Yes I'm sorry alright?"
"Yeah why Ethan? Why is it that every time you hurt me, I always come back?" I said, making eye contact with him.
He slammed his face into his hands.
"I mean... I'm just asking." I said to get under his skin.
"Naomi..." He said calmly.
"Ethan..." I said mockingly.
He looked at me and smiled.
"Why do you think this is funny?!" I said as I felt my eyes welling with tears again.
He shook his head as he smiled.
"Get in the bed." He said with a smile.
"What? N-" he cut me off by placing his lips against mine. He pulled away.
"Now... Go get in the bed." He said with a smile.
Slowly I raised up and walked towards the bed. I took my coat off.
I sat on the bed, put the comforter over my legs and laid down.
"Oh, you're not going to sleep." Ethan said.
I rolled over and noticed that he'd already taken his shirt off and now he was unzipping his jeans.
I smiled and sat up.
"Well c'mon princess." He said as threw his jeans to the floor.
I laughed and crawled to his side of the bed.
I wrapped my hands around the back of his neck and pulled him on top of me. He began kissing me passionately.
I pulled away.
"Ethan... Ethan use protection." I whispered to him breathlessly.
He collapsed on top of me.
"Uhm... Ow!" I yelped.
"You'll be okay." He smiled as he got up and walked to the bathroom.
He came back.
"You like this?" He asked as he waved the condom around.
"Very much so." I teased.
"I'm not even naked yet and you talkin' 'bout protection." "Well why don't you get naked?" I suggested.
"You're full of ideas aren't you?"
"I am aren't I?"
"Ugh."
He turned around and pulled his boxers down.
As he did I quickly snatched my tank top off and slid my yoga pants down.
I tugged at the waistline of my panties when...
"No!" Ethan yelped.
"What?" I asked.
"I wanna do it."
"Wowwww."
He slid them down swiftly.
I got shivers.
I placed my hands in the front of my bra and unclipped it.
Ethan bit his lip as he looked at me.
He smirked.
"God I've missed you!" He whispered.
"Uhm... I've missed you too." I said. I was hoping we'd have a more romantic night, I didn't want to come home and fuck.
He lunged towards me and we landed on the bed.
We laughed.
I looked into his eyes and then I realized that this was the boy I fell in love with.
This was the boy that kept me laughing, and made me smile when I wanted to cry.
This was the boy that I love.
"Ethan."
"Yes baby?"
"Can we just lay down and watch a movie instead?"
"Oh... Yeah, sure. That's fine." He said as he stood up slowly.
"You're okay with that right?"
"Yeah babe, whatever makes you happy." He said with a smile.
I smiled back, "okay."
"But baby," he said
"Yeah?"
"Girl you know you want this dick!" He laughed.
"Oh shut up!" I laughed as I threw a pillow at him.
"What movie do you want to watch?" He asked.
"Uhm..."
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Gray:
I walked into Zales.
A lot of older women just stared at me dreamily.
Okay...
I don't know what size to get Cami in her ring.
Typically she wears a size six ring but since she is pregnant, should I get her a seven?
I saw a younger girl, around my age, at the counter.
"Hey ma'am, I know its kinda... Okay really late but I was just wondering if you had a-"
I stopped when I saw her face.
It was Alana... My ex.
