Hooded boy - J.JK

I'm sorry!

Months are passing and distance between me and JK are more far apart then expected

I focus more on working and getting better and maybe will try getting into dating, but not really I don't feel like love is right for me you know?

It's more about being independent because you can't trust anyone,cheating,lying,manipulating, abuse, sexual assault ,mental abuse,physical abuse I could name a lot more than that.
I've had people in my job who are victims,or are the villains.
It hurts and it feels like society is fucked with this shit, that's why I don't date, don't trust anyone but family because I know I can trust them because the only thing we knows is honesty and fixing problems and trying to help each other, Yoongi Is he family to you?
some ask me
I saw him a-lot
Grew up and was protected
I watched him and my brother bond
Laugh
Cry
Smile
Yell
And more
But mostly they made me feel comfortable and safe I felt like I had two brothers not one, so yes I considered him as family and always will.
I can't help but wonder how would life be if some things change or some people weren't in my life
Would I be stuck in this depression hole?
My mental state would be fucked
I don't speak of my diagnosis
I don't need attention because it's bitter or judgemental
They judge and I can feel it if I tell them
This town is a bubble of judgement
But I'm fine here, I can't leave yet. Well at least not until I finish waiting and keeping my promise
I don't break promises.

"Knock knock"
"Who's there"
"Your worst nightmareeeee"
"come in you demon, Jae you need to stop being so dramatic haha"
"Nahhhh I'm good honestly, what are you up to anyway"
Jae is a coworker/friend, he was my guide to how to start my journey at work, also pretty funny when he wants to be, very nice, loves to take people out to cafes as a hobby and definitely loves bothering me
"doing fucking Jesus that's what, I'm doing work dumbass"
"Mmmmmmm Boooooorrrrrriiiiinnnngggg"
"Why aren't you in your office anyway mister!"
"Mmmmmm because I'm bored and I got nothing to do so I came over here to ask if you want coffee or tea because I'm bored and I wanna do something so I'm going to get a drink"
"Aw how sweet, how bout you get me some Macha green tea and then I'll shove some papers on your desk whilst your gone and you won't be bored, how does that sound?"
"Ugh, you're such a party pooper"
"I take my job seriously darling"
"Darling?? Do I look like I want to be married to you or smth??"
"Just get me the damn tea or I'll give you something to be married to and it will be a lot of marriage"
"Wait does Starbucks do macha green tea?"
"Search it up I'm not the damn internet now am I???"
"You are sitting in-front of a computer screen cmonnnn"
"No wonder the workers think you are in love with me or smth"
"Hey! It's called being polite"
"Iced matcha green tea latte, they got it now go stop bothering me. Your work will be on your desk when ur back."
"Yes ma'am"
"Before you leave don't forget to bring them back to me before you end your shift maybe I'll give you something as a reward"
"I like presents anyway I'm off cya"
Ahhhh Jae, you stress me out

⏳ 15 min later ⌛️
I was having a joyful conversation with another coworker in my office since I forgot Jae ran off for drinks and all of a sudden we heard loud running and poof
"IM BACK!"
He was practically out of breath. Idiot
"What happened to you? coffee and tea doesn't take 15 min to get here Starbucks Is down the block"
" women LORD why are women so attached I just asked for your tea and all of a sudden questions after questions"
"Oooooo seems like some girls got an eye for you"
Our friend said and us both laughing
"I want to die, I've never sprinted so fast after getting my drink and feeling uncomfortable around women"
"Yeah I can see"
"Here is your damn tea, I'm exhausted..."
"Well sorry to burst your bubble but you got alot of work on your hands darling"
"Darling?? Are you two a thing??"
"Nah I say that to annoy him because he doesn't like it"
I can feel the tense feeling from him he wasn't enjoying it
"I though you would of finished at least 83% of the work by 15"
"Jae. Please you aren't dumb I can't finish 3 different files for three different patients in 15 minutes, that's like saying I'm the flash"
"Damn Jae you really can't rely on 15 for 3 files"
Oh yeah our other friends name is hyuna
She's fun to talk to and talk drama, she knows a lot, she is funny too tho but can be very serious if you cross her
"Why are women ganging up on me waaaaaa"
"Awww does Jae need a huggggg it's okay"
Sarcastic smile and arms out
"yes I do this is sexism!"
He usually doesn't hug but since apparently we ganged up on him he needed it💀
Ahhhh I love my job
"Okay enough give me my damn tea and go work!"
"Okay okay! I'm sorry!"
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{honestly my brains fried and gosh this was pretty interesting but it's fine u never know what will happen to them two in the future chapters🤭😉}