Falling for Marshall

Chapter 18. I Miss You

It was 7:00 pm. Only Proof remembered it's my birthday. My toughts driffted to Marshall. Was I mad? I can't really describe this feeling. I feel betrayed. He is guilty,but he regret it. I didn't know what to think. I don't know if we should be still togheter. It would be very hard for me to break up with him, I still love him..I love him more than myself. At the other hand he'll need to be next to Kim while her pregnancy.

I had to choose. Fuck it's so hard. I snapped out off of my toughts when I heard yelling and shouting outside. I stood up and walked over to the window. I saw a bunch of guys fighting. Most of them were black. Only two of them were white. Then I realised one of them was Marshall. Shit. The other white guy pulled a gun.

I guess they told him to put it away. But he accidentally shoot himself in his bals. They runned over to him and droved away.

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My phone started ringing. It was my mom. "Happy birthday sweetie" she said. "Thanks mom" I thanked. "How's your boyfriend?" she asked. I felt pain in my chest. I cleared my throat "He's good" I said. We were talkink for about half an hour then she hang up.

It was 8:30 pm. I didn't know what to do so I turned TV on. I wached some crappy TV show. I heard someone open the door. "Heeey" Stephanie said as she walked into living room. "Hi" I said. "I heard what happened,I'm sorry...I came here to chek on you and.....we are going to club." Stephanie said.

"I'm not in mood" I mumbled. "Come on" she said. I knew she wouldn't take no so I gave up. "Okay, I'll go get ready" I said and walked upstairs. I picked up a short black dress. I curled my hair and did my makeup.  I added a gold necklace with my name on it.

I went down stairs. "You ready?" Stephanie asked. I nodded. We got into her car and  she started driving. We arrived at club. We sat down at the first empty table. I ordered coke, and Stephanie ordered vodka. I difn't wanted to drink tonight. I just didn't feel like it.

A guy came over to Stephaine. "Wanna dance with me?" he asked. Stephanie looked at me. I nodded. "You sure?" she asked. "Yeah." I said and she left with that boy.

I flipped my phone. I saw 1 un read message from Marshall. I opened it

M:Hey baby, sorry for bothering you, I know you are still mad at me and that you need space to process this. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. You should try to understand me too. It's not easey to find out my life is going to change it that way...oh and yeah happy birthday baby. I love you.

I almost started crying when I red the message. I stared at the message. I decited not to text him back. I put my phone away. What do I do now. I love him.....

I saw a cute guy walk over to me. "Hey" he said. "Hi" I said awkwardly. "Why Is such a beautifull girl sitting alone?" He asked. "My friend is at the dance floor." I said cold.
He sat next to me. "I'm Evan" he said. "I have a boyfriend,so you can fuck of" I said. He nodded and left.

I wasn't really in the mood. I told Stephanie I'm leaving. I got out the club. I decited to take a walk to my house. I was close to my house. I saw Marshall's car parked near to my house. I came over his car. He was sleeping in car.

He must have been kicked out again. I felt so sorry for him but he started to wake up so I quickly ran into the house. I laid against the door. I went upstairs and changed into my pjs. I washed my face and turned the TV on.

I wached TV for a litlle while and I fell asleep. I woke up after a few hours. I couldn't sleep, so I walked over to the window to see if Marshall's still there.

He was still sleeping in the car. I felt really bad.

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