𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 | 𝐣𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭.

𝟑𝟏.

excuse any mistakes...

SEMAIJAH

I heard a knock on the door, and I groaned. I don't want to see anyone right now. I got up to answer the door anyway and the knocks just kept going "Okay I'm coming, Oh my gosh." I rubbed my eyes walking to my door. I looked through the peephole to see Ameili at the door so I unlocked the door and opened it "Hey."

Ameili looked at me with concern in her eyes. "Girl what the fuck is wrong with your ass? Why do you look so sad? What happened?"

I stepped aside to let her in. "Ja and I broke up."

"For real for real?" She asked.

"For real for real." I answered.

"What? When? Why?" She bombarded me with questions as she made her way to the couch, patting the spot next to her for me to sit.

I collapsed onto the couch next to her and told her everything. It's so crazy how building trust can take a lot of time and effort, but it can be easily shattered by a single mistake or a betrayal.

"That's really fucked up. But you did the right thing. Trust is everything in a relationship, and if he broke that, then you had no choice but to end things. You'll get through this. And who knows? Maybe there's someone better out there for you."

"I don't want to be with anyone else but him." I admitted, feeling tears threatening to spill again.

Ameili laid her head on my shoulder. "Yeah girl I know but you deserve someone who will always be honest and truthful with you, someone you can trust completely. Ja may have been great in some ways, but he's not the one for you if he can't be honest with you. You'll find someone who is."

"I'm done with relationships."

"Bitch don't let this one experience close you off to the possibility of love in the future. Take some time to heal and focus on yourself, but don't give up on love completely. You deserve happiness and love just as much as anyone else."

I nodded, taking in her words. It was hard to imagine being with anyone else right now. "I'm so sad. If I never went to Target I wouldn't even find out this shit. Hmph."

"What do you wanna do to get your mind off this?" Ameili asked, trying to distract me from my sadness.

"Nothing. I just want to sit here and cry but I don't want to cry in front of you."

Ameili pulled me into a tight hug and tears just started spilling out my eyes. "It's okay to cry. I'm here for you and I won't judge you for it."

"Let all these tears out because after you're done crying you're going to get ready so we could go have some fun, I want you to get your mind off this, I don't care if you don't want to." Ameili said before she continued to comfort me until I was ready to stop crying. She then gave me some time to compose myself before speaking."I understand how you feel, but I want you to know that it's not your fault. Sometimes, things just don't work out, and it has nothing to do with who you are as a person. You are lovable and deserving of love, and the right person will see that in you."

"Thank you bitch." I wiped my tears sitting up.

Ameili smiled at me. "You're welcome now go get ready. Bitch we bout to have some fun. We could go get some ice cream, watch a movie, or even go shopping. Ouu we could even go to that new pottery place."