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"Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason"
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Enjoy this chapter I'm also thinking of having a whole asthetic in this book starting now bitches love ya'll <3
alexs pov:
I've had the worst two days of my fucking life nothing was going right and everything was just falling apart but I made sure to put on a smile for everyone espically my girlfriend y/n I didn't want her thinking I'm some pussy for being all sad and teary although I said I was fine it was kind of hard to show that I was really fine so I did what any other person would do which is to push everyone away from me and isolate myself in a way but not completly to a point where they would suspect something
As I headed to my second period class math which is where I have my girlfriend y/n in I am really looking forward to it but at the same time I feel too drained to even give a care
"hey alex" y/n said greeting me with a cirpy tone
"hi y/n" I said trying my best to seem okay while matching her energy
I then plopped my self down on my desk trying to get some rest as I coulden't yesterday due to my parents arguing I honestly woulden't be suprised if they got a divorce I just wanted to rest this entire class period without anyone bothering me but the thought of that was over once I feel a tap on my shoulder
"hey alex are you okay"
"u-uh yeah I'm fine I'm just really tired because I stayed up super late"
"haha same my sleeping schedule is so messed up" she responded then turning her head back around
fuck I just want this day to be over at the same time I want everyone to leave me alone I swear to god I feel like smashing the head of whoever decides to talk to me next into a brick wall
Time skip lunch:
I decided to skip lunch today as I wasn't feeling hungry so I just decided to stay in the bathroom stall for the remainder of lunch it honestly seems pretty pathetic for someone like me to be staying in the bathroom stall during lunch but I really don't have the energy right now to talk to anyone
"Alex are you in here?" said a rather familar voice
shit it's y/n fucking hell she can't see me like this
"uh yeah I'm just using the bathroom"
"alex no your not can you just please come out?"
"fine..."
y/n pov
Once alex came out from the stall his face was all puffy and red was he crying he then hugged me while hiding his face so I coulden't see it
"I hade the worst week of my life" he said in a raspy voice while tears escaped his eyes landing on my shirt
"oh alex i'm so sorry to hear that but don't worry everything will be alright how about I come over after school?"
"yeah I'd love that" he said looking at me with a smile on his face
"and alex I want you to know that it's okay to cry and you shoulden't be embarssed of it"
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"I guess I should stop looking out for you, like I always do when will you start looking out for me to instead of leaving me staring at my shoes?"
Song: Looking out for you -Joy Again
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Sorry for this really shitty chapter it isn't my best and I didn't really have much ideas for this chapter but anyways I hope you enjoyed it and please take care and stay safe <3
