Saving Lou {mpreg}

47.

I wrote this around the time he left last year. Sorry.

Zayn Malik was gone. dead. forever.

Harry was frozen. He didn't know what to do. He replayed the tv due to how he had the kind that had that ability and listened to her as she said it again. He was gone.

Why was this now the story of his life?

"Daddy." louis called out, snapping him out of his daze. He stood up and shut off the tv, sauntering upstairs to his crying submissive.

"Whats wrong, love?" He sadly said, pulling him into a hug. he rubbed at his back as he stared at the floor, not feeling the warmness he should be since Louis called out for him when he had a nightmare.

"My bum hurts." Louis sighed, rubbing at his tummy. She was asleep at the moment but if he rubbed for a long time, she would wake up and never go back to sleep.

"Maybe that will teach you not to be so mean." Harry breathed, releasing him from his hold so he could get ready for bed.

Tomorrow he scheduled an appointment for Louis to check on the baby. He didn't tell him yet but he knew they weren't doing anything.

"Are you okay?" Louis softly asked the silent man. he didn't hold him like always. his back was faced towards him and that made him worry that something was wrong.

"Fine." he sighed, shutting off the lights.

>>

"So your baby is looking well." The doctor smiled, wiping off the gel on louis' stomach. "She is going to become more visible within then next few weeks since you are almost four months. we need to talk about due dates. since it is now April, and you have almost two more months left, you should be expecting her in late June."

Louis nodded, squeezing Harrys hand when he saw him begin to drift off. Something was off with him and it was pissing the hybrid off.

Harry gave him a look before bringing his attention back to her, listening to the rest of the things she had to say. apparently one of her ears will be smaller than the other, which makes him angry.

"Where were you?" Louis asked when they walked out of the office. Harry gave him a look of confusion, groaning when the pregnant boy stopped. "You weren't even paying attention."

"You were."

"But you were supposed to too!" He snapped, "This is your kid. Don't you care?" He crossed his small arms over his chest in anger. His ears were standing tall while his tail was thrashing. He could feel his fangs come in because he was that angry.

"Don't test me." Harry warned, motioning his finger to the car. "Get in."

"No." louis responded, holding his ground. he read the dominants facial expression, seeing anger fill his eyes and annoyance flash over his face. He also noticed a little bit of stubble over his lip and chin. he probably forgot to shave.

"No?" Harry mocked, reminding Louis of when he was with Nathan. He shivered at the thought of their last encounter, pushing that to the back of his mind. "Get in the fucking car right now Louis or i will leave you here."

"You wont." he tempted, "If you leave me here then i am not going to go home at the end of the day." he knew he was pushing his buttons but he had to be tough. It felt as if he was doing this on his own at the moment and he didn't know what was going on with Harry but it was pissing him off.

"I will give you to the count of three." he started, "One."

Louis still held his ground, hitting his foot on the ground as he waited for him to stop counting. He wasn't some child that was afraid. He was a man that was holding his child.

"Two." He continued, his jaw clenching tight as he watched the boy still fight him, his eyebrows pursed in anger. "Three."

This was the test. to see if he would actually leave his pregnant submissive in the parking lot of a doctors office that was miles away from their home.

He failed.

Louis' heart dropped to the floor when the man got into his car and began to back out of the space. he screamed when it was just inches away from his stomach, stopping right in front of him.

"Move!" Harry shouted, watching him in his rearview mirror. Louis thought that they would never get to this point but he was dead wrong.

"How could you, Harry Styles!" He bellowed, tears rushing down his face as he kept strong eye contact with him. his strong façade faltered into a softer look, as if he was regretting what he was doing.

"Move." he said again, more calmly. Louis wiped his tears and prepared himself for what he was gonna say because it was serious.

"I don't want to be with you anymore."

Harrys eyes widened and he got out of the car, walking over to the boy who was sobbing in his hands. Me knew he didn't mean it but at the moment he just hated the man. He didn't want him to touch him or even be in his vicinity.

"What?" Harry softly said, reaching to touch him but gasping when louis flinched away.

"I hate you." Louis spat, backing away from him and beginning to walk in the other direction.

"Louis, come back! Please, i swear, just come home with me and i will do what ever you say. If you don't want me to touch you, fine. Just please don't leave."

"You wanted me to leave just a minute ago."

"Im just in a really piss mood because something really bad happened." He sighed, causing him to stop in his tracks and walk back over to the male. The hybrid rose his eyebrows as if to say that he should tell him. he fluttered his green eyes shut and let out a sigh. "Zayn killed himself."

"W-What." Louis shakily said, his lip trembling. More tears were forming in his eyes because the more he thought he began to think that he was the reason for the man's suicide. He probably was because he was saying such awful things.

"He's gone." Harry sighed, gasping when louis pulled him into a hug. It felt weird that he was comforting him but it didn't matter because harry melted into his touch. he held the boys waist as he stood on his tip toes to hug his neck. His stomach was poking Harrys flat one but it didn't bother him.

"Lets go home." Louis mumbled, placing a kiss on his forehead.

Harry softly nodded, getting into the car and starting the engine again. "Im sorry for being such a dick." He apologized, "Did you really mean what you said?"

"No." louis breathed, keeping his gaze forward. "But i really did hate you for the moment."

He ran a shaky hand through his curly hair before driving down the busy road to their home. All he could think about was how Zayn would no longer be walking around this earth. He wanted to know if he left a letter or even just a simple word. but he would never know.

All he knew was that Zayn died knowing that harry loved him. And that's kind of what mattered.

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Hey guys! I hope you're doing good. My day was going pretty shitty since its Monday and school (ugh) BUT my friend pointed out that that Louis picture of him with the baby that he posted on insta is fake because WHERES THE DAGGER ?

HUH LOUIS WHERE TF IS THE 28 ?

Anyways have a good day :)
and remember that Larry could be fucking rn in LA