Saving Lou {mpreg}

24.

Harry tugged on his hair repeatedly as he paced the floor of the living room. this was louis' punishment but he felt like he was only punishing himself.

He should have just spanked him or denied him a good orgasm.

He didn't understand what he meant by saying that he couldn't be alone. Was it abandonment issues? Childhood memory?

But then realization set in when he remembered how cruel Nathan was.

He ran up the stairs, two at a time and hurried to the door of the room. He unlocked it quickly and swung it open to see louis on the floor with a bloody arm, razor in between his fingers, and tears still running down his cheeks.

Louis' blue eyes shot up to lock with Harry's and fear came over him. "i'm sorry daddy, I'm so so sorry."

"No baby." harry cooed as he knelt down beside him, taking his arm in his hold. "it's okay. daddy's not mad." He shut his eyes as he tried not to think about Zayn self-harming.

Harry picked him up and he let louis take a long shower. He stripped himself of his sweater that had a few drops of blood on it, flushing that damn blade down the toilet of hi-their room.

"Daddy." louis called out when he had the towel wrapped around his waist, opening the door to let the dominant in. "can you bandage it for me?"

Louis would do it for himself but he just didn't want to look at the mess he called his arm. He knew that harry seeing it would be worse but he trusted him.

"Sure Lou." harry tiredly smiled, taking the bandages from the cabinet and letting out a sigh as he wrapped them around his baby's arm. "lets not do this again, okay?" He mumbled as he placed a kiss on his wrapped up arm.

Louis smiled and nodded his head softly, placing a kiss on Harry's cheek before going to the room to change into one of Harry's sweaters and a pair of black panties.

"You know, Lou." harry said from the door way of their room as he saw louis bent over the edge of the bed to fix up the pillows the only way that he likes them to be.

He was a little distracted by the sight of his panties but he snapped himself out of it. "we don't have to let this night go to waste."

Louis' cheeks flushed and he turned to see harry leaning against the door post, "honestly daddy i don't feel like having se-"

"Not like that." harry cut him off, pushing off the post to cup the boys jaw in both hands. his eyes switched from the vibrant blues, trailing down to his pink lips. "a date. at a resteraunt."

"I would actually like to get out of here." louis softly spoke, entwining his fingers with Harry's. "i can get ready in like twenty minutes."

"Take all the time you want." harry smiled, placing a kiss on his forehead. "i would wait forever for you."

Those words fluttered louis' heart.

"I gotta get ready to look hot for you." louis purred, kissing his nose before wiggling from his grasp. he jumped when he felt a smack against his arse as he was walking away.

"Always are." harry said with a smirk resting on his face.

>>

The two went out and had a good time at some expensive Italian resteraunt. they both wore all black suits and held hands the whole night.

Without even noticing, the two got a little tipsy. Well maybe not a little.

They had to get a cab to drive them home and once they got inside, they were stumbling around and eventually found their way to the bedroom.

Louis giggled as he fell onto the bed and harry was straddling him, pinning his hands down as he kissed him sloppily.

"Wait." harry hummed against his lips, shutting his eyes and running a lazy hand through his hair. "i gotta tell you somethin'."

Louis laughed as he watched him, his hands resting on the mans thighs. harry was sitting directly on his crotch and he could help but moan as he accidentally bounced.

"Sto-stop being smexy fora second." he hiccuped, "louis." he said as he cupped the younger boys' jaw. "you make me really tappy."

"What is tappy?" Louis chuckled, looking up at him to see him smiling widely. his dimples were very noticeable as he let out a throaty laugh.

"Turned on and happy." harry mumbled as he looked down at louis. "i don't know what i would do without you. it was like i've always needed you."

"What about Zayn?" louis scoffed, still jealous on how the hybrid spent so much time with him.

"Of course he made me happy too." he sighed, "but he just got really sad and that made me sad." he pouted but continued talking. "and then when i saw you with all those bruises and injuries, i got more sad."

Louis cringed at those words, feeling a shiver rise in his spine.

"Man i'm really hungry." harry randomly blurted out, looking around and remembering what else he was gonna say. "Oh yeah, i love you so much louis like you have no idea."

"I love you too." louis gushed, tugging on the back of Harry's neck and connecting their lips once again.

"I want to fuck you so hard and get you pregnant with my babies." he bluntly spoke against the hybrid's lips, "i want to see you all bloated and make fun of how i could rest a bowl of popcorn on your tummy."

Louis smiled at the image of that building in his head. "i would love to have your babies."

Harry giggled and placed a slow kiss on his lips. "But not right now." He whispered, "I'm sleepy."

"Lets go to bed then, daddy."

The two stripped down into their underwear and got into their usual position while they were sleeping. harry nuzzled into louis' neck and let out a moan, "i like the sound of you saying daddy. it makes my heart all tingly."

Louis held back a smile and entwines his fingers with Harry's, falling asleep comfortably in his arms.